Month: September 2016

I have a few feelings bouncing around me at the moment …

Let’s see …

Tired. Definitely tired. This is mostly from an abused system that’s still recovering from the devastation that happened to my outsides. Also from lack of sleep. Working on both of those now :-). Things are hopefully getting back to healthy again now.

Relief. This is from something actually working for a change with me looking for my outsides to improve ! Yep. There’s been dramatic improvements which I’ll talk about in a bit. The relief comes from being able to be a bit more normal in how I am around the house.

Over the last couple of weeks, I’ve been wearing shorts in order to not have anything disrupt my legs and ankles. I’ve been keeping warm with a towel to keep that heat in but it’s still been … uncomfortable ? Well tonight, I’m in the comfy pants/trousers I bought yesterday and … I have socks on for the first time at home in a few weeks.

The Hc45 cream I picked up on Monday has worked wonders. It’s a hydrocortisone thingy, a topical steroid that’s supposed to amp up the healing. I did use a fair bit of it on Monday evening but I didn’t expect the healing to have been this good. Start the Hc45 on Monday, not need to wear my ankle bandages at work today. Awesome.

The healing isn’t done yet. There was quite extensive damage to the skin on my left foot, less damage on my right. That’ll take time to fix and until then, the skin will be tight and weak. I have the hopes though.

Next feeling ?

Busy. It’s pretty busy at work at the moment. Can’t tell you here what I’m doing but … yep. It’s busy.

Finding the fun.

Stream chat was mental last night. I was laughing out loud on many occasions. Part from what Chrissa was up to, a lot from how the people in chat were throwing the daft comments around. There was a lot of fun there. It was huge fun, if the Hc45 healing gave me hope of feeling better, getting involved in the chat gave me the chance to demonstrate that. To let out that joy feeling if you will.

Celebrating the Ben. That old pup is still with us, may he be with us for much longer ! I have been showing his pictures around and … he’s quite a photogenic old pup that one. Everybody loves the old geezer.

Bit sad that Kim hasn’t acknowledged any of the pics she’s had over the Twitters but … that’s kind of expected now. I’ll be getting lost in the noise. I barely watch any of Kim’s videos now (not enough time, no interest in what she’s doing now) but if a “I’m ill, send pics !” appears, that calls to a part of me that just wants to help out people. Anyone. Everyone. I’ll try and help them out, bring out a smile, if they’ve asked for it. I like it when there’s acknowledgement but … she’s ill, I help and that helping is the only thing that really matters in the end.

Bit wondering what to watch !

I’ll often have the sport on the telly. However, the combination of cricket season and the Olympics tends to sport me out somewhat. I kept up with what happened in the Paralympics but I never really watch it. Bit of sport fatigue perhaps. I’ll have half an eye on the Formula 1 this weekend though, even if the result tends to be a foregone conclusion with not much interest in the race itself.

Sore.

The body is rebelling at the moment. Perhaps it’s a side effect of the Hc45 ? Maybe. It’s worth it if it is. My muscles aren’t too happy and they’re trying to cramp up at every chance. I’ll happily live with that if it means getting my outsides back in good condition again. I think it’s dehydration though. More water needed !

Happy.

I get to interact with some wonderful people that keep me smiling, keep me looking for ways to get them smiling. I get enough cash to do what I want to do. Not everything I want to do (houseboat !) but definitely within my means. Yes. And that miracle cure cream is doing its stuff.

About that … The Hc45 has done well in a short time. I had been using Savlon but … I think it was making it worse as much as it was helping. Some things work for some people, other things work for others.

Hungry/yearning. I’m half watching Bake Off at the moment and they have cake … I am so looking forward to the German Market coming back. They have some awesome munchies which I will be partaking of liberally.

Curious. But I’ll let you wonder about what I’m curious about. Gotta have me secrets !

On that note … Cya !

Maybe they can …

I’ve been talking to the parents tonight, first time in a while I know ! I left it a bit too long but it has given them a chance to look away from health stuff and towards moving forwards again. If only I could do the same !

But … who’s that fella who lives with them ?

That’s right ! It’s the Ben-pup.

Not so much a pup now because he’s sixteen years old and suffering from heart problems as well as the long term effects of that dodgy paw.

Such a regal pose. And nothing at all to do with the promise of bacon scraps off to the left of picture. Honest.

Bacon scraps still get the old fella bouncing …

Although he’s getting wise to the smuggling of medicine pills in with the Good Munchies. For all the bouncing, there is the sleeping …

Bless. (No sleeping pooches were awakened during the taking of these pictures – I think !)

But yeah, it was good to hear from the mum and dad again. Looks like dad’s still got some recovering to do after a major health scare but we’re a tough mob and they’re already looking forward to what they can do instead of looking backwards (like I am) to getting back to health.

Me ? I have some new Healing Gunk (hydrocortisone cream) which is having promising results already after just one evening. We’ll see how it does over the week.

This isn’t a post about me though. This is the Ben Appreciation Post. He’s still with us, I had thought that he might have passed on in the time since I last talked to the mum and dad. Nah, they’d have rung and let me know. He’s an old dog now and is spending much more time asleep than awake. Pets are family but there is that time when you recognise that you have to let them go. It’s more cruel to keep them in this world rather than the next.

Quite. They are only around for a portion of our lives but we are there for all of theirs. There is a bond between a beloved family pet and their people.

I do miss having a pooch (or cat) around but because I live on my own and can be out quite some time, it would be a bit cruel for the poor thing to be on its own for most of the time.

It is good to see Ben-pup when I’m up there. He’s always really happy to see his people and gets sad when he knows they’re going away again.

Happy pooch is happy.

And taking his duties of guarding England from the Molehill of Unusual Size very seriously. He was taking his Cooking Monitor duties very seriously at Christmas too :

There he is, in the background there, keeping his nose keenly monitoring that steak in there for perfect munchie smells.

Not forgetting the other pooches either ! There has been Goldie, the short haired labrador who was as fast as I was. And I was quick. We had fun racing each other. He had fun unleashing his rapier like tongue for Slurps.

And the Old Gentleman himself, Scruff :

Such a wise old dog, evidenced in behaviour like knowing the theme tune to the 9 o’clock news, connecting that with watching the descending contents of the pint glass and realising that when the pint glass was empty, the news was over and it would be Walk Time. He would steadily get more and more excited as the pint was drunk.

Dogs are smart.

I’m not sure when I’ll go see the mum and dad again. I’d like my ankles to be intact again. They’re structurally ok but the skin is really bad and needs a chance to heal up.

Perhaps at the birthdays.

One last one. Will someone play with the Ben ? He’ll love you forever if you will.

Someone inspired me to write something about a few people who keep me going, bring out the smile or just just me a little bit of a lift.

You know, those people who make things a little bit easier.

There are two kinds of these people – the ones you don’t see too often but who give you a wave when you catch them and those that are a constant support, whether you asked for it or not.

Or even those who you’ve never seen in person but cheer you up regardless.

I think I’m needing that pick me up at the moment. I am in general, in better condition than I was a month or so ago. Damaged bits of me are steadily healing up into invisibility. I was just remarking in stream chat last night about the chunk that was missing out of my ear at one point, that’s all healed up now. It’s my ankles that are getting me down now, they just aren’t getting the chance to heal up.

But I was meaning to talk about people who keep me going, not about what’s dragging me back.

Let’s start with the LTK (need a better name for you my dear !) who is constantly on those communicators and messengers reacting to the craziness that I send across. She’ll be reading this at some point too and I hope the smile I pass on catches. I get huge amounts of encouragement from LTK and it lets me take down some of the guardedness I have around most people.

In fact, most of the people I’ll natter about here are ones I can take the armour off around. It’s not just armour about not upsetting people, it’s being able to talk about the hard stuff. Especially the condition with my outsides that I’ve been struggling with.

But yeah. LTK has the advantage of context as we work in similar areas and can therefore understand the world that causes us stress. And that helps us both deal with it more. With the daft comments that bring out the chuckles.

And talking about chuckles, Oh Cupid’s Gift, how you make me smile with every message that comes in. It really gives me a lift, even if the message is about dark stuff. It’s taking that time to share, to look for a little help, a texty hug, a chuckly bubble (or a bubbly chuckle). An ability to cut through some of the fuzz that comes from the latent autistic tendencies I have. They’re there.

She’s having a tough time at the moment, which is partly why we haven’t talked as much as I might like but … every time a message comes in, it lifts the heart.

I’m listening/watching another lady who brings out the smiles. Yep. HeyChrissa streamer lady again. I haven’t been paying as much attention as usual to the streams, the attention goes up and down according to the interest in the game being played. But it is awesome when this Pretty Lady sees a message, chuckles at it and reads it out. It does help that she makes the streams the most interesting of the streamers I know of.

People like me need to be noticed. It makes us happy when we are and far too sad when we think we’re being ignored.

Back to people I see around – Cyberkitten is a constant prop. Cos he’s my neighbour, we’ll see each other on the bus and exchange the daft messages over communicator at work. I’ll occasionally press gang him into sitting in the passenger seat of the car so I get into the car park. He’s one of the good guys.

Another fella from the communicators is Luth. He’s going through an uncertain time as well at the moment but hopefully I keep him lifted up out of dark moods. He’s one that I can talk about my various ills too, with understanding coming from mutual knowledge. We don’t have the answers but can help each other look for them.

Who actually inspired this post ?

I met someone called here as Miss L … maybe 11 years ago now ? It was when my last major relationship was broken up and … you guessed it, I was rebounding on to this lady. I couldn’t help it ! A combination of attractivenes, intelligence and humour was irresistable. And I spotted Miss L at work on Friday, with her pulling out that amused half smile when she spotted me. I always get the impression that she’s about to burst into laughter (of the “what daft thing is he going to do ?” kind) when she sees me.

If you can pull out the smiles in someone, that makes you both feel better.

I seem to bring out the smiles in more of the ladies around work too. From the one who does the regular cleaning on our floorplate, there’s a shy smile that she tries to hide when she spots me looking up and meerkat grinning. She shouldn’t hide it, it’s a beautiful smile.

Oh and the canteen ladies too. I really should find out their names as I’ve lost the names of the current bunch. They look after me (it’s the little things like remembering me). I’m not sure why. Perhaps it’s a touch of respect when talking to them ? Treat your canteen people right and you’ll get Nice Things. After all, they are the custodians of the Nice Munchable Things.

Who else we got ?

I really must give the mum and dad a call soon. It’s been a bit too long. We’re a pretty independent bunch but it’s still good to keep in touch. On my end, it’s not wanting to be too depressing about the condition of my outsides. Still. The sister will be curious about the new Hannah Peel* album too.

*(4 albums since last post ! Granted, 2 of them are soundtracks I’ve had for a while but …)

I’m lucky to have more awesome colleagues who keep me smiling too. From the ladies in the office downstairs. Actually offices cos there is Mrs Sunshine and Snow Queen in one side with Wayne’s Women on the other side. And the ones on my floorplate too, the Architect, the Commercial and the Repairer.

I still have a good place to work in. There are frictions but they’re manageable.

And … whoosh ! Another wall of text post.

There are some amazing people out there. And I’m lucky enough to know a few who really help in keeping me going. Including LTK, Cupid’s Gift, those Canteen Girls and even those who just barely touch my life like Miss L.

Shine bright ladies, you’re awesome. And not just those who I have mentioned here. There’s only so much room in one post you know ;-). But it’s hugely appreciated when I see the feedback come in.

Nite !

Or a humble civil servant engineer if you will.

This weekend had to be a quiet one … Turns out my body was damaged more than I thought on all that walking around on Wednesday. Or was it my efforts to clean up the damage that caused more …

It’s a funny one this condition. The torn up bits need care and cleaning to keep them ok but … the cleaning will also disrupt the injury to the point where the healing gets set back. Especially when I end up being overzealous with the cleaning.

So the weekend was spent chilling out keeping the shredded ankles bare to allow them to heal. I had a hankering for pizza :

(Actually wearing that top this evening !)

But the ankles wouldn’t have supported the walk to the pizza shop. That’s ok. I had pizza tonight, the ankles were already complaining from walking at work most of the day.

It was pizza and a movie, watching Jurassic World again this time. A decent movie but somewhat held back by the blockbuster tendency to dumb down movies or put explosions and fire in for the sake of it. You know, putting daft plot elements in to create drama to give an excuse for more, yet more special effects.

Perhaps I think of it as a good movie due to having great company the first time around ? Maybe.

Oh and another tribulation of me is that it looks like I need new sets of trousers … Yep ! Getting smaller. Not bigger. The weight is going the right way – downwards.

But it is meaning that my trousers are having a tendency to fall off. Let’s just say I will not step outside the house in my comfy running around in trousers any more. I would be arrested. That said, my old cricket whites are fine, although I just use those to sleep in now. Turns out they’re really good for allowing my legs to heal up while I’m sleeping. Not using them means the leaky bits get aggravated.

I’ll fix. Slowly … but I’ll fix. But I do have to leave the wounds alone long enough to let that fixing happen, which is still the challenge.

Right … about that title …

I went back into the Elite Spaceship cockpit this weekend ! Instead of flying the Cookie Cutter around doing trading, I parked it up and bought an explorer ship, the Asp you see in the picture above. The plan is to :

Start at the X in the bottom, go Galactic South until I get to the next galactic arm and then follow that arm into the core as far as Jaques Station. I think from there, it will be a trip to Beagle Point on the far side of the galaxy to our own planet. It’s the furthest point we can get to. I’ll then follow one of the Eastern arms back around until it becomes a short trip home. It’s best to travel down the arms, as the gaps between them can be a bit too sparsely populated for the hyperdrives to jump between the stars.

You can see the start there with the green line. I only had a short session after setting off, two series of jumps to see me 1,700 light years away from Earth. The X in the middle is the centre of the galaxy, the super massive black hole Sagittarius A*. Been there already :

It’s more impressive in game. Kinda. Yeah, that trip around the galaxy will take a while, especially as it’ll happen in short doses. The trip to Sagi A* took a fortnight of more intensive doses.

Galactic Emperor ? I been playing the Stellaris again.

After being addicted to Master Of Orion 2 (Moo2), Stellaris is my current space emperor strategy game. It ticks many boxes and improves on Moo2 in pretty much every way. The new Master of Orion just out is a pale imitation of the original two games (Moo3 didn’t happen).

The problem this time around was rushing into a war that my people weren’t ready for, losing my fleet in one battle and rushing piecemeal fleets around doing harassment work until I had enough ships together again to challenge the enemy. We won the war in the end 🙂 albeit with help from a neighbour.

Colony Commander – this is the Planetbases …

Apparently I didn’t take a screenie of the current challenge … That one is from the crash landing where your people have to survive in a base for 20 days before building enough radio telescopes to call in an evacuation. They managed it … but it took more like 36 days due to me speed bumping in the middle for some reason.

The challenge I’m on now is a Dark Moon colony, where :
The only power available is solar;
The days are something like half the length of the night;
You start with minimal people;
The target is to grow the colony to 300;
And the stretch is to do it in 70 days.

Not sure if I’ll do it this time after a series of disasters :
Growing the colony to 49 out of a capacity of 50 in the oxygen generation at the time …
Then spotting that the food supply had run out …
Literally ripping up the beds to turn the bioplast into food plants …
Having meteors hit the batteries at really bad times …
And then having the oxygen nearly run out due to not enough power.

It’s a tough game but I enjoy it. But not tonight. Tonight is chill time with videos.

And seeing sobering stories come up on the news like what’s happened to Michael Schumacher.  Both his case and the Paralympics show that however bad my luck has been with getting damaged, I’m still in a privileged place with all limbs and head intact. I’ll write something about Schumacher and the Paralympics at some point but …

I’m lucky that my head injuries, while they’ve had consequences, they’re nowhere near as bad as they could have been.
And those Paralympians are an inspiration aren’t they ?

Look for that inspiration, may it help you tackle your problems.

Cya !

PS That Asp needs a name ! First thought – IEV Scott (Imperial Exploration Vessel) after “I’m just going out for a while, I may be some time” but perhaps IEV I’m going to find the cookies is more like it.

It's the only explanation I can think of that makes any kind of sense….

I shall keep an eye on you.

With apprehension.

And with a view to making … preparations.

It can only be the end of the world if I have a girlfriend (not unlike the Angel situation) as this would invalidate a fundamental – but as yet undiscovered – law of the universe which states that I cannot have such in consecutive millennium.

Yep.

Confirmed.

And I know what people will be doing when it comes too :

My main phone camera has a crack in it. Which just means … I shall have to turn the phone around, use the selfie camera and … selfie the apocalypse !

Sorted.

It is unseasonably warm isn’t it ? We’re having what you could only call “Mixed” weather at the moment. Yesterday, we had a pretty apocalyptic level thunderstorm. No high winds, just torrential rain and thunder that was shaking the buildings. Today ? Warmest September day for many years.

I was walking around in it too, with a teambuilding event in the afternoon. I was worried for my shredded ankles but they seem to have come through ok. Not unscathed … but overall I think I’m a little better than yesterday.

That’s all you can ever hope for really, to be a little better than yesterday. With the skin condition I’ve been managing, it’s all small steps towards improvement. I’ll get there, it may take a little time but … I’ll get there.

No. The real sign of the apocalypse is not the weather. Although global warming is adding not so much heat I think but energy to the air. It is making the thunder louder, the winds more spectacular. We are damaging our planet, hopefully the rocket and space programmes will reach a point where we can establish a lifeboat Out There before the damage becomes terminal.

And on that note … The end of civilisation is coming !!!

Yep. This is probably the last year of the Bake Off.

Those who do not understand the significance of this, do not understand the importance of cake. Cake is love, cake is life, cake is definitely not a lie. Ask the dwagons.

And me after I saw these lovelies last year :

Gertlush.

Bake Off is a light bit of fun with a bit of understated naughtiness in there too with the innuendo. The production company have sold the programme to the rival broadcaster, Channel 4 and the presenters have walked away. Too much money was being asked for and pretty much all that is left now is a tent and a concept. Hopefully the show gets a second wind with a different name on BBC again. After all, any production company could make the programme but what makes it special are the presenters and the competitors, with the presenters bringing out the characters of those who take part.

I’ll enjoy watching the rest of this series. Dunno who’s going to win. I was very pleased about Nadiya winning last year. She emerged from a shell to be a very fun lady to watch.

I better get back to watching it (and Chrissa’s stream too !).

One thing to warn of though. If you see the combination below, I’d just like to say that it was nice knowing you all. All of you who visit, all of you who come back. Especially those of you who pass on feedback !

And don’t be like these guys :

Mark my words. End of Bake Off is End of Civilisation As We Know It, is End of days.

PS Another sign is that yesterday, a young lady came up to me and demanded, DEMANDED, my telephone number. That’s not something that happens often. Very rare indeed. A portent even that the natural order of the universe is breaking down.

I feel like I’ve been hit by that truck again !

I am improving in general though. My outsides are gradually being reclaimed from the condition that’s afflicted me these past years. There are still awkward bits and I have to manage the condition but … it’s getting there.

Hopefully when it finally fixes, I’ll get some of the old energy back. It does help to have a good sleeping pattern with that though and I’m still losing the sleep. And I’ll probably grab another week of leave from work at the end of October. That’s not fixed yet and it depends on what’s happening.

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I actually kinda wanted to do another music post. Haven’t done one for a while. What have I been acquiring and listening to lately ?

I pick up on music from various sources. I’m always on the lookout for new stuff to listen to, whether it be from tips from friends or what I hear around me. The HeyChrissa streams have been pointing me towards some great songs too lately.

Candyland by Tobu is one of those … It’s a wonderfully tappy, bouncy, happy tune, as catchy as it is likely to send you into wiggly chair dance boppiness. HeyChrissa uses it or other tracks on the NCS Infinity non-copyright music collection as startup songs for her streams. It’s a little bit of awesome.

The album I have on currently is Moon Safari by Air and I’ve linked songs from it before but 2 are so good they always bear relinking. Here is All I Need. A wonderful song, chilled out with lyrics and a tune that you melt into.

The latest album I bought was Every Open Eye by Chvrches. I haven’t listened to all of it yet but my favourite so far is Down Side of Me. This group is promising. I can see me collecting all their albums …

There are 3 albums that I have my eye on for getting soon … Norah Jones has a new one coming, KT Tunstall has one out today. And then there’s Lisa Hannigan with that fragile but oh so sweet voice. I haven’t picked them up … just yet.

I just remembered back to a song that gripped me by the throat and didn’t let go until I looked firmly lipsmacked. It’s The Veronicas with Untouched.

And yes. I am singing along to Untouched at the moment. Or rather I am singing along to Song For The Leftovers which is a classic from A Camp, the project Nina Persson started up after The Cardigans. Another excellent live song was Laura by Bat For Lashes.

What else have I acquired lately ?

Angus and Julia Stone provided music for the Life is Strange game ? This album got played as warm up music too and I kinda liked the jinglyjangly soft guitar music. Especially liked Hold On.

I got a soundtrack sampler with the new Deus Ex game too … must play that soon when I have the mental energy to give it a good crack.

A fairly old soundtrack I picked up is Ghostbusters. Yep, the original. It’s still a classic but I haven’t wanted to pay much for it. £3 was a bargain. I have a synthesizer version of the theme tune somewhere from When Computers Were Old and it was actually pretty good.

Reaching back a little :

Sia – 1000 Forms Of Fear – great voice, so so songs.
Bat For Lashes – The Bride – incredible voice, inspired songs.
Garbage are still kicking it with Strange Little Birds. Here’s Magnetized.
Massive Attack are capable of extreme beauty in their songs. Here’s Teardrop (I actually bought Blue Lines but … Teardrop !)
Passenger – All The Little Lights. Not my usual music but you need variation to keep things interesting.
Sia again with This Is Acting – same comment, great voice, so so songs.

One last one and then I’m done for tonight. After all this illness and bad outsides, I want to kick start my life again. And what better song to represent that than … Goldfrapp I Wanna Life from the Head First album.

Cya ! And be healthy, be happy.

If there’s one thing that seems to be ever present in our lives, it’s advertising.

Someone out there, many people … want your time, your money, your attention.

Me too ! Although I’m not nearly as persistent or intrusive about it as the advertisers are.

The advertising people are a bit too intrusive though. I don’t like advertising people for many reasons :

They get in the way of what I want to do. BBC are actually really bad at this, they will be running late yet they still have time to put a few trailers on for their stuff before starting your programme late. This is really bad when the programme overruns past what your recording box is set for.

They’re intrusive. Sport watching over here is cursed at the moment by the betting ads. They’re loud and designed to grab your attention. They portray gambling as a glamour thing, they portray it as something everyone does. I want to be chilling out to the cricket ! I don’t want to be shaken rudely out of half dozing (need all the sleep I can get) by a gambling ad that’s twice as loud as the programme I was watching.

They’re offensive. One gambling ad with the cat in particular. Thought that advert had been banned but … apparently not.

They’re dangerous, at least on computers they are. I run an adblocker on most websites due to the very real chance that a site has third party advertising that is pushing malware to your machine. The malware people can do this legitimately too by buying advertising space and feeding poisoned pictures and videos to it. Our only defence is an adblocker and anti-virus and anti-malware scans.

They have double standards too.

This post is mainly inspired by a story I was seeing hit the Twitters over the last week. Turns out some youtubers are being hit by the execution of a change in the Terms and Conditions that happened a few months ago. YT is just now doing something about it.

Some people make money off Youtube, via the adsense advertising. The change is that the advertisers can now pull their goods from videos due to them not liking the content of the video. Too much swearing and the advertising will get pulled from the video. Disturbing content will get the ads pulled.

There’s a few key things there :
1 – the advertising we see tends to be targeted according to the sites we visit. So we should only be seeing the adverts that are appropriate to us. People who like mature content should see mature adverts.
2 – we don’t get a choice over the adverts we see. So there is a double standard between ad people saying where their ads will appear and us being able to choose what ads we think are appropriate.

And probably a few more things too. Brain is a bit fuzzed.

I hope you see my point there though. The advertising hierarchy are picking and choosing where they want their ads to appear, yet we do not get a choice as to what adverts we see (mostly). For me, I’ll tolerate the adverts that are useful to me and the others, the gambling, the moneylending, the offensive get :

Fingers in the ears for I’m Not Listening. And I can do this too on the Twitters by blocking the gambling sites and reporting them for spam. Because spam it is. In effect, by drawing my attention to them by advertising, I act and they don’t reach me any more.

If only you could do that for the other sources of advertising. Like … right click on that banner ad, choose “This is nasty”, never see anything from that company again. Or even a “This company tells rotten lies” and have them blacklisted from the advertiser.

I’m not intending to change how I tackle advertising here :

No adsense for the blog template;
(And there was much rejoicing)
Only pushing the “I’ve posted something!”‘s to Facebook and Twitter;
And the occasional “I’ve written nice things about you” to select people.

That last doesn’t seem to get any response though or views. Perhaps it’s something I said. Maybe. I like to say Nice Things about people. I think Bad Things about some people but … it’s not for here. It’s a bit like a : I like you, I don’t like them. I’ll draw attention to the people I like but effectively ignore those I dislike. With the youtubers, they’re trying to make a living from the videos, it’s not my place to try and demolish their livelihood by saying Bad Things about them.

But I will quite happily talk about the good ones.

So … there is actually a little bit of advertising here. But it’s me talking about things I enjoy, things I think you might enjoy. There’s no monetary consideration there.

It’s curious where the line gets drawn isn’t it ?

My brain is fuzzed so I’ll leave it there. My ankles have been improving ! Hopefully they’ll survive the week without getting shredded which means they will be well on the road to recovery. The ankle protector is working …

Early night tonight. The Chrissa Streamer I would be watching isn’t feeling too well so no late night stream watching for me. I could do with that early night though. Just hopefully it’ll translate into good sleep !

Nite all.