Is this thing dusty yet ?

Probably 🙂

Oh ! Just spotted that WordPress allows captions on images. That’s new … never had that on Blogger. And there I go with the opening up a post and goi…. SQUIRREL !

To be honest though, I should probably have what amounts to the Cone of Shame from the same movie that made the Squirrel joke thing popular. Up was a remarkable film, one of the best to come out from Pixar. Going from heartwarming to heart breaking, all in the intro before the main body of the movie kicked off. I should watch it again some day.

Some of you may be coming here via a Work Thing that’s probably been published by now. HI THERE ! And welcome. I try to keep this as a place where I talk about what I’m thinking and things I’ve been doing. Like the internet spaceships :

USS Sylvia Tilly

There we go. New toy played with.

If I’ve been someplace, I’ll usually talk about that as well although I do notice that I didn’t put anything on the old blog about a trip around SS Great Britain that happened almost two years ago now. That was a good little walk around the ship and I’d thoroughly recommend people going for a look when things are less scary out there than they are now.

SS Great Britain

I’ll have to post the rest of those pictures some day. And then there’s the Lego and other building things I’ll do. I like how they steadily come together. Sometimes the designers of the model will hide little Easter Eggs away inside as well, which is something I like a lot.

The art is something that’ll appear when it’s done as well, although there are limits on what I can post here. Some of what I do is modifications made to other people’s work. Typically emotes … those will appear on their discord servers and I’ll send them on to other people I know as well. But it’s a Really Bad Thing to essentially copy someone else’s art and take it as your own. That’s one reason I’ve been looking to acquire an art style of my own, that way I own more of I post here. (I note that WordPress has added a (C) to the bottom of the page too !)

I try to keep this space relatively free of current events and what’s happening in the world. You’ll see far too much about what’s happening in other spaces and I find it a massive drag on the psyche … especially as you have to apply a heavy quality filter to everything you see because pretty much everything posted is bent one way or another. But yeah, there’s far too much of the bad stuff out there, I like to keep this space free of it unless there’s something I really have to get out of my mind and into typed in thoughts.

The blog template as a whole is something that still needs more work. The blogger version has a couple of lists of links and I want to bring that back too. It also has a blogroll where I can see if people have posted new stuff recently. That’s an excellent thing to have. But I’ll look to keep the white text on black basic format. Heavily contrasting colours aid readability and dark mode is easier on the eyes, it means you don’t have Big White Background blaring out at you. Black text on white paper works for books but I’m a convert to dark mode for screens.

I haven’t done anything really new lately with the art (outside of posing screenshots), it’s all been modifications. Spooky emotes are in and I’ve spookified three of them. One got adopted and is on the lovely Margaret Krohn’s discord (website link). I didn’t like the middle one and I don’t know whether the recipient of the third liked her one. But I was very happy that the animation conversion of another thing for Maggie K’s discord got adopted.

It’s one thing getting positive feedback, that’s always awesome especially to someone who lives on that like me. It’s a whole other thing having your art adopted for someone else’s posts or pages. That goes far beyond “I like your stuff”. People from work may vaguely recognise another one :

That was a fun little one that I did a little while ago. I’ve been finding that taking of pictures of what’s on the paper using a camera does odd things to the colour balance and it can turn the paper into grey, which the image disappears into.

That’s my current avatar, edited and updated to bring him out of the page some more. I left the grey down at the bottom to show him sitting on something. Oh and I still have the awkward feelings about how his knee is bending the wrong way :-D. The book needs tidying as well, I deleted too much when removing the grey.

That’s the kind of style I’m aiming for with my own drawings. I was a big fan of Garfield and Calvin and Hobbes as a kiddie. Those were very simply drawn cartoons that were absolute genius. If you look up close at a lot of drawn cartoons or animations, it’ll probably surprise you how simple they actually are. Simple works !

But simple also needs precision that I don’t have yet. The artists I like tend to have very precise lines and curves, which they then fill with colour. I’m sure the process behind the image is a bit more complex than that.

I’m a bit limited though by my body … I’m having a fair few upper body issues at the moment. My neck and shoulders are suffering in particular from stiffness that’s getting more and more uncomfortable. The shoulder issues extend down my arm into my right wrist as well. It was with a fair bit of relief at work when I was able to shift from doing written meeting notes and into things I’d type into a Word document or a draft email. Typing is way easier for me than writing or … drawing.

That said, the graphics tablet I have is great for doing those sketches. And I need to draw more of my dwagon alphabet and the dwagon rock band. Maybe next year’s April Fool will be setting up a rock band, although I did that already in 2015. Gosh, that’s longer ago than I thought.

And this post has gone on a bit longer than I thought it might too !

Physically – struggling. I need to greatly reduce how much of certain games I play. I haven’t been back to Final Fantasy XIV and may have to add Star Trek Online to that danger list as well. Elite has been on a bit of a break due to being disillusioned with the combat side of it.

Motorsport Manager has been a great one as it’s mostly hands off with occasional intervention for tactics. I may well see if I can lead 3 teams to success this time around, swapping from single seaters to GT cars and then into Endurance, with the switch happening when the team wins.

I haven’t written about music for a while either, that’s overdue ! I can happily report that my ears are back to normal again, which came as a bit of a surprise because I didn’t get that POP feeling from them. I suffer with tinnitus as a baseline (which is probably why I like multiple sound sources going on) but had a blocked ear for a few weeks too which was affecting me more than I’d like (headaches as well).

Wrap up time I think … for any new people, this is a fairly typical post where I’ll start out with one idea, go SQUIRREL, talk about something else for a bit and maybe, just maybe get back to the original theme.

I’ll hopefully see you next time !

PS There’s a few extra posts around in that archive too, I need to delete them ! The proper import tool didn’t work, so I had to use a messier alternate. Instead of a little over 1650 posts, it added in 2841 … I need to get deleting !

PS2 I just had a mental image of a Dwagon holding a big eraser too. So that may happen if my hands are up to it.

Over to WordPress ! Migration Time

Gosh,

That was a bit of a strain today. I decided to make the switch to WordPress today due to the changes that Blogger is introducing to their interface. And this means …

Shiny new domain name and a new format for the blog. Actually, the blog will evolve over probably the next month or so until I’m happy with it and then I’ll undoubtedly play with it even more as I find new things to add in.

I’ll have to see how it works out. Thoughts so far :

I’m using Bluehost on the recommendation of various sites. The site hosting looks good but their onboarding process is very broken at the moment. It hangs at the initial step and doesn’t believe it’s actually done when it has set the site up, so it tries to bring you round to the start again. The site is good … but Bluehost’s systems don’t think it is. You have to go in through the page admin in order to set things up.

But you don’t really want the set up process to be good (if you can pick 1 good 1 bad), you want the hosting to be up to the mark. Oh and it’s a paid thing as well, so that’s something new.

The new edition is working on WordPress, which seems ok. Editor is looking ok so far (and categories / tags are back).

The blogger import/export feature is broken, or it could be that I have too many posts. I’ve used the WP All Import plug in to make the transfer happen. It’s not for the faint hearted or techie averse. There’s another tool out there but it got bought by people who want £15 for essentially a 1 time use. Nope.

There are a few things I want to transfer over from the old blog as well. I’ve used “Collapsing Archives” to get an acceptable archive list again but I need to rebuild the blogrolls and the other lists.

But hopefully it’ll get there over time. I’ll also be looking to add back in the ability to pull in images from the phone because that became very useful.

In other news … I’m on leave this week ! Needed it after going a few months without a break. I don’t think I’ll be going too far, pandemic second wave and all. But I should look to escape the house at least once this week.

Outside (inside?) of that, Star Trek is happening :

That’s the Ellen Landry, an Akira class escort. The origin starter levels story for my character included an episode with a couple of the characters from Star Trek Discovery, which is where that name comes from. I’ll need to look up the other characters from that episode because they need to go shippy as well.

Star Trek Online is the only internet spaceship this week though. This week’s Community Goal has gone to Conflict Zone combat again, which … I’m steering well clear of. It’s not game play that I find either fun or productive.

There’s also Motorsport Manager things happening. I’ve pretty much got that game figured out now in terms of how to build a team to win. But I do enjoy the path to getting there.

And it’s ok for my body too ! Motorsport Manager is fairly hands off, whereas other games like Star Trek Online tend to really aggravate the various issues with my body. I can feel tight shoulders and poorly wrist at the moment.

But I am enjoying the game.

Time to hit post for the first new entry for this WordPress blog ? Here goes !

PS Stay safe everyone. Be well.

Black Music Matters Too

Hello everyone,

I’ve been thinking about doing another music post for a little while and the current events have given me a bit of a theme to work with ! But first … thumbnail pic …

The formerly unnamed Dwagon Rock Band has another member. Actually it’s had another member for almost two weeks now but I haven’t felt up to doing any more on that project just yet. The name is likely to be Chromatic Fever, cos you know … metal and dragons ! May need to draw more colours of dragons and not just the green ones.

Actually, that digression takes me to mention another fella who uses dragons for his avatars, Aavak of the lovely voice that owes a lot to Welsh heritage. Great voice, lovely fella. Here’s a link to his Youtube, which will take you to the rest of his accounts.

But this isn’t supposed to be about streaming people, it’s about the great music. One issue I’ve always had with my music posts is that they always go to the same groups and singers. Like The Cardigans, All About Eve, Bat For Lashes, Tori Amos. Let’s have some different people who are just as awesome.

First up is Seal, who’s song Future Love Paradise was essentially the catalyst for this post when it took its turn on my iTunes. Seal has an amazing voice and he’s an expert at using it. This song is one of his best.

Next up is Massive Attack, a local band to the Bristol area. When I first heard Teardrop as a song (I think I’d heard it on adverts), I thought it was amazing. Pure magic.

Morcheeba’s been a fun band to listen to as well. Sometimes it’s ballad type songs, sometimes it’s more like rap, sometimes it’s lyrics that are there for fun. It’s diverse, it’s interesting. Here’s The Sea, sung by a wonderful Skye Edwards.

You can’t discuss artists of colour without going back to the classics and the originals. Nina Simone’s music will be unforgettable, timeless and always guaranteed to draw on the emotions. And get you singing along to songs like Here Comes The Sun.

And then there’s Aretha Franklin with Respect.

(Are you chair dancing while listening yet ? I am)

Ella Fitzgerald with another classic, Lets Fall In Love.

We have Nat King Cole with more Unforgettable songs. The older singers had a wonderful way of standing there and letting that music flow out for them in just a wave of beauty.

You’re probably noticing that these are tending to be older songs instead of current artists – that’s just me and the style of songs I like. Am old and like the older styles :-D. Nicki Minaj has added a lot to some recent Madonna albums but her usual stuff is too fast, too attack, not calming. So while I have some Beyonce in the library, she’s not someone I listen to much.

Not forgetting those utter wizards with their instruments, Lenny Kravitz had a string of amazing songs on Are You Gonna Go My Way and then there’s the legend that is Jimi Hendrix with my favourite of his, Voodoo Child.

I’m a lucky owner of a Sammy Davis Jr collection as well, now there is an incredible voice and apparently an even better dancer. This legend’s song can only be Mr Bojangles. Oh and The Impossible Dream which I remember first from when it was adopted for a fantastic Honda advert.

You have to mention Michael Jackson here too for his innovative contributions to dance and dance music. Smooth Criminal is a classic.

Moving on to Prince, who was a brilliant singer and an even better songwriter. You’ll have heard his songs sung by other bands and singers including Sinead O’Connor, The Bangles, Kiss, Cyndi Lauper, Madonna, Kate Bush … Here’s When Doves Cry.

I love Roberta Flack’s voice as well, here is the original Killing Me Softly With His Song.

I’m gonna finish on Seal again because he’s just so good. Another topical one to end on, Don’t Cry.

Actually no – this is the perfect song to close on. It’s Louis Armstrong with What A Wonderful World. Because despite all the trouble and strife, this is a wonderful world to have you, yes you reading this, in it.

Stay safe, be well and I hope you enjoyed these wonderful songs as much as I have while collecting them together. There are so many more songs too … but only so much room in a post. Find them, enjoy them !

Wanderlust to the Core again

Hello again,

I’m in a bit of a “not quite sure which game” at the moment. Sometimes that’s because I’m not getting on with how some of the games play, sometimes it’s due to the latent RSI injuries that have been with me for a while now.

And then other times it’s because I get mysterious sudden twinges in my upper body ! Some definite random ouchies happening lately. Need to get out and about when conditions are right again. I need a thumbnail pic …

There we go. I did a Space again. I’m figuring out ways and means to get the better screenshots again. Some of the EDSM waypoints will take you into the heart of nebulae like the one above … but in that case you’re surrounded by colour or the nebula is too big to take in on screen. So what I was doing yesterday was seeing how far off the nebula I should be to get it all in one shot. I think that one worked.

Before I go much further though, check out this video from Wanderbots : Itch.io Bundle for Racial Justice and Equality. The bundle itself is at Itch.io at this link. There are only 9 days to go on it so it’ll be gone around 16th June (for those reading this later wondering why the link doesn’t work!). It’s a bundle for 742 games at a minimum of $5 cost. And from a quick scan, there are some crackers on there like Oxenfree, heard lots about Night In The Woods, Overland, games that catch the eye like 2000:1 A Space Felony.

I’ll probably sign up for that bundle as well over the next week.

To the spaceships ! I mentioned setting up for another Core speed run earlier in the week and on Friday afternoon/evening, I thought I’d go for it. Probably a good thing too because I’ve had a weekend of not feeling great mentally. I dunno, a mixture of tired (which doesn’t feel like it makes sense) and a lak of focus with not feeling like I want to throw myself into doing Stuff like doing a little more in The Outer Worlds.

So … to the Core ! The competition rules say that they want a picture at the start with the system clock on it :

There we go. A start time of 14.48.00 GMT. The challenge was to try and get there in time for ordering pizza, so a target of under 4 hours to get me there before 7pm server, 8pm UK. Pizza didn’t happen though because I didn’t feel like ordering it after I finished ! (Quick addon – here’s a link to the Frontier Forum post with more details)

One thing I noticed quickly was that Tea and Medals was running not just cool but downright cold ! Apparently the Dolphin ships are a bit unbalanced there. It meant I could start the hyperspace charging extraordinarily quickly which chopped some time off the run.

A big difference this time around was that I was using the Neutron Star Highway and the jump plotter at Spansh (link). What that gives you is a set of waypoints to follow on your way there :

(click for more readability and oh look more tabs in my secondary browser window …)

You pop in your origin and your destination, give it your jump range and how far off a direct line you want to go and it’ll give you the list of waypoints. Sometimes going off the straight lets you take advantage of more neutron boosts, which is important because a boosted jump takes you 4x the distance of a normal jump and you’re not always jumping the full distance because you can only jump from star to star. So if there aren’t stars conveniently placed apart at your jump range, you have to take more hops.

A couple of stats :
80% in the Dolphin plotted to 167 jumps and the other ranges were 152 jumps at 50%, 163 jumps at 60%, 154 jumps at 70%, 184 jumps at 90% and 476 jumps without deviating from straight (100%).
I think Warp Factor Potato (aka Tea-89) was capable of 51ly jumps, which worked out to 229 jumps at 80%.
Tea and Medals did the run in 3 hours 19 minutes 36 seconds (including a game crash in the middle!) and 183 jumps at an average of (25,900ly / 183) 141.5 light years per jump. You have to add a few extra jumps and pauses in to fill up the tanks because you can’t refuel at the neutron stars as well as on the spot repairs.
Warp Factor Potato took 6 hours 7 minutes over 411 jumps at an average of 63 light years per jump.

Being able to take longer hops leads to less jumps than you’d expect, although the Potato’s run was using the in game jump plotter with barely any reference to the Spansh plotter.

Enough stats, back to the pictures !

I may have been taking a few more liberties as well … If you look in the bottom right, there are two lines under “Fuel 1.61/h”. The top one is a reserve fuel tank for in system travel, the bottom one is fuel for the hyperdrive. You really shouldn’t be getting that low … With that amount remaining, I probably wouldn’t have been able to jump to a different star. This just needs a little planning though … In this case, after jumping through a series of neutron boosts, I selected a star to jump to that I knew I could fuel at.

Another condition is that you do the run in Open Play, where you’re in with all of the other players. I’m normally sticking to Solo.

And there we go ! Dropping out of hyperspace at the entry to Sagittarius A*, the supermassive black hole at the centre of our galaxy. You should be able to make out the edge of the photon sphere eye around the blackness. One of the other conditions for the race is that you take a picture of the galaxy map when you arrive. This has a system clock time on it :

There we go. And …

A little bit of posing that’s gone on my Inara page. I didn’t stick around though, I still had ponderings of pizza.

Stopped at Explorer’s Anchorage overnight, which is just a couple of lightyears out from Sagittarius A*. I could pick up a planetary rover here for the trip back. I didn’t have one for the trip there because it drops a whole light year off your jump range, which is a big hit.

First stop was a system only 0.79 light years away from the big black hole. It’s the white fuzzy dot above my ship’s nose. (Not that one, it’s just above the top of the ship). I had a call for more math … what’s the gravity there ?

From a previous post, acceleration per solar mass is 1.327 * 10 ^ 20 / distance in metres squared.
(the 10 ^ 20 is how many zeroes are added – in this case, 20)
Sagittarius A* is 4 million solar masses so that pops the number up to 5.308 * 10 ^ 26.
You pop in to the system at 61 light seconds, or about 1.8 * 10 ^ 10m.
That makes the gravitational attraction at that point equal to 160,000 g. (divide acceleration in m/s/s by 10 to get g)
0.79 light years is (0.79 * 9.46 * 10 ^ 15m) 7.47 * 10 ^ 15.
So the gravitational attraction at my landing spot is a fairly minute 7.1 * 10 ^ -5 m/s/s or 7.1 micro g. That’s just under 1000 times of the Moon’s gravity on the surface of the moon. But ! Depending how I read what I’m looking at now, it’s either double or 20% of the Moon’s gravitational influence on Earth. If that planet rotates and had water, it would have tides from Sagittarius A*.

Just wanted to work that one out :-D. Science is fun.

Finding Pretty Space Things is also fun. This is the Hypio Orb Nebula. I’ve started naming the screenshots immediately so I have a reminder of where they came from.

One of the ongoing memes with Kolo is the tendency for the surface scanner to stop at 89% (if it hits 90%, that counts the whole planetoid as being mapped).

And there we go, view from the surface.

That’s it for me for today. Not sure if I’ll be gaming (I’ll open up The Outer Worlds shortly I think) much or just enjoying more of Fleet of Knives in a series by Gareth L Powell.

Stay safe, be well.

Tea, Medals and Thrawn

Hello everyone,

I am currently between book … I know. The horror ! I think it’s going to be another one I haven’t read yet, Fleet of Knives by Gareth L. Powell. It’s the sequel to Embers of War which I felt took time to get going … but was a worthy read.

I mentioned A Big Ship At The End Of The Universe in one of the discords the other day too, that one had a great combination of spaceships and magic within. I’ll be reading the next in line of that after it goes on sale again. (If you’re not in a rush to buy stuff, wait ’til it gets cheap … and then you can buy more for less !)

Oh ! Good news.

Bookbarn is opening up again in a few weeks. Hopefully that’s good news and not something happening too early, considering virus ! Their cafe won’t be opening up again just yet though.

(I should note at this point that I just spent a minute or two asking Google for “cute dragon reading a book” for the thumbnail before realising that I’d drawn a dwagon reading a book)

Book !

I finished reading Thrawn by Timothy Zahn last night. This is a prequel book, set in the Star Wars universe again. The timeline probably stretches around 20 years, between the Revenge of the Sith and A New Hope and it follows two Imperials Thrawn and Eli Vanto. A third recurring character pops up later.

An interesting book, especially in these times where racism and prejudice has become so visible again. Thrawn is an alien, of the blue skinned, red eyed Chiss race. He was first seen in Star Wars books for the 3x Heir To The Empire books, where Grand Admiral Thrawn is the main enemy protagonist. He’s a master tactician and strategic genius and this book sees him rise through several scenarios which steadily bring out that genius … and how the Empire around him reacts to it.

The Empire is not quite as bad with the racism as our world currently is but the prejudices shown by the human Core World citizens are a recurring theme through the book. It does this extremely well. You have Thrawn as the alien being subjected to the treatment, not totally understanding it at first … and you have Eli Vanto who knows exactly what’s going on, being an educator to both the reader and to Thrawn.

Oh and there are shenanigans going on throughout and because it’s Timothy Zahn, who has a fantastic grasp of what you can get away with in Star Wars, the situations are totally believable. (Unlike certain recent movies !)

If you’re interested in the expanded Star Wars universe books, I’d totally recommend this one. The Heir to the Empire trilogy (and later Spectre / Vision books) have been wiped away from Star Wars canon but this one remains, courtesy of Thrawn appearing in Star Wars Rebels. I’ll read the Heir to the Empire books again at some point, they are far superior to the new movies in terms of story.

Tea and Medals ?

After markedly increasing the credit balance with the internet spaceship known as Grabnarr, I was looking for something a little different again. The above ship is the Tea and Medals, a Dolphin class passenger carrier exploration ship. That picture was as she was being fitted out …

Before travelling over to Galileo Station in orbit of the Moon …

Poised and ready for another speed run to the galactic core. I’m hoping for a 4 hour time for this run and that’ll be aided by a 20% higher jump range and I’ll be using a different way of plotting the route. I.e. I’ll be making much more extensive use of the Spansh neutron star jump plotter (link). For the Cobra Mk3 run, I only made about 5 course updates, trusting to the in game jump plotter much more. This trip should be more like 180 jumps.

Spansh says 167 jumps with a bit of wiggliness (efficiency to 80%, 60.7ly jump range), that would be 476 with the direct route … Neutron star boosting helps a lot. I’ll be targeting 180 jumps for the trip, although it’ll be more than that. The neutron stars allow you to jump 4x the distance … but you need fuel which gets scooped from main sequence stars (like our Sun).

Tea-89 took 413 jumps with a decent amount of neutron boosting along the way. I did like Tea-89.

That might happen at the weekend. The speed run has to be done in one shot, so I really don’t want to attempt it after shutting the work laptop down for the evening. It also depends on how my hands and neck are doing too … they’re not really happy with me at the moment.

But I’ll survive there. Just means more excuses to read books instead of playing games !

Stay safe, be well.

Black Lives Matter

Hello everyone,

Scary world being scary at the moment … I’ve been seeing what’s been happening, reading and listening to the various people and thought I had to Say Things.

This is important. I have that loose rule of not talking about politics or other -isms but I thought I should break that one this evening.

There’s really scary things happening at the moment, not just virus related ! I’m very privileged. I’m a white male from a good background. I can walk the streets with very little fear. I rarely have to worry about suspicion that I’m up to no good. I can be out after dark on my own with no fears of being molested.

I am utterly shocked to the core when I hear that people will be subject to Stop and Search because of the colour of their skin. I’m devastated when ladies report how scared they are to be in situations where they are alone and a group of men suddenly appears. I don’t have to be cautious with my body language when it comes to seeing people in enforcement, in case a sudden gesture ends up in an altercation.

What’s terrible at the moment is the amount of racism (and many other isms) there is in the world at the moment. Our differences make us strong. They should not be something that sets us apart. And it’s been going on so long, the shock factor has gone out from it.

We are no longer surprised when we hear that someone of colour has been shot or otherwise lost their life in a situation that should most definitely not have arisen. Like Breonna Taylor, the lady who was asleep in the apartment she owned when she was murdered by Police. Like George Floyd.

That’s a terrible, horrible thing to contemplate. It means the -isms have gotten so deeply enrooted in a rotten society.

And that’s not just America. It’s over here as well with the bias in Stop and Search, in Windrush. It’ll be in other countries too. It’s probably in the country that you live in. Perhaps not as visible … but I’m always sad when I see similar situations being reported in other countries.

People have been responding to the Black Lives Matter with All Lives Matter. And they do. My life matters to a few people. Your life matters. It matters to me. The lives of my family matters, the lives of my friends, colleagues and acquaintances. All of you matter.

But the Black Lives Matter cause is the important one at the moment and it will be until something changes. Until I heard the stories, I had no fears about traveling on public transport alone. I had no fear of being stopped and searched or thought of as a gang member up to no good. I can own my fancy car without someone thinking I stole it.

A person with black skin has to think very carefully about doing all of that and has had to for the last few hundred years.

That’s wrong.

And now we hear the tales of how the Police over in the USA are handling the resulting protests. You’ll have seen those stories as well, I’m not going to repeat them here except to say that it’s not just over the top, they appear to have been inciting escalation as well.

There is no accountability.

I’m no particular fan of my own privileged background. I believe we should all be judged equally according to our merits on a level playing field. I don’t see my background being the thing that opens the door. My knowledge and skills should be what does that. Similarly, I hate to see doors being shut for people on the basis of their colour, gender or upbringing.

We all have our own -isms. What we have to do is look inside ourselves. How do we react to other people. Are we giving them that level playing field. Have we assumed something that we shouldn’t have, like do we think their merits are based on gender, orientation or colour.

I know I have my own unconscious biases that affect my thinking. You will too.

I could go into a few cases from my own life but the end thing of that is while I have helped in the past, I can help better in the future. We can all do better. None of us are perfect, we should always see if we can improve.

Like meeting someone at their place instead of a meeting halfway which would mean they’re going to be walking the streets after dark. Yep, could have done that instead of hurriedly arranging a different meeting place (I like to give people the chance to rely on themselves – self reliance is very important). Like standing up for the lady at work who was being bullied (situation resolved now) but my honest thing there was that I was in a deep concentration tunnel and was completely oblivious to what was going on over the other side of the divider.

There was an incident where I was having a meal with someone in an open air place and across the way were two youngish men having a bit of a handbags fight. This was making the person I was with incredibly nervous. What I should have done was told her quietly that I was keeping my eye on what was going on, I wasn’t going to do anything that provoked an escalation, I was trusting the (very beefy) security guy to control the situation and my last resort would have been to put me between her and them. I think saying that would have done a lot to ease her anxiety. I stayed quiet. I’ll say something next time.

What happened in the past though isn’t important though. You can hold up a flag and say “I helped there !” but that’s not enough. It’s how we go forward, that’s what counts.

Help people.
Support people.
Ditch your -isms.
Recognise difference as strength, not a root for your insecurity.

I think I’ve run out of steam there. Back later this week with something more like normal service but I will leave with a couple of things :

If speaking up makes you anxious, stay quiet. I’m seeing a lot of “If you don’t post with us, you’re against us” at the moment which I am vehemently opposed to. Some people are very anxious about speaking up because it can make them a target. I don’t want to be a target and I bet you don’t either. People who know you should know you well enough to know where you stand on issues like these, without having to shout it from the rooftops every time a cause comes along.
If you can change things by voting, PLEASE VOTE. Things like this don’t happen on their own, they happen with direction from above. Get someone in place who will hold these people accountable.
Offer support, not judgment.
Judge people on who they are, not what they are.
Be calm, not aggressive.

Stay safe, be calm, be well.

Hot Icey Starships

It’s gone warm again here !

And by warm, we Brits usually mean that we’re having to not wear very much (behind closed doors) in order to survive being way too hot. (It’s only peaking at about 25 degrees C but our houses are designed to keep in heat for winter).

It’s actually probably time to stop the computer doing sums … I’d turned off the Rosetta work already because they’ve kept their daftly short deadlines and there are hardly any Covid related work units coming through now. If the houses are designed to trap heat, it’s not a great idea to add heat in …

Leafing through some of the older pictures posted here has prompted me for the latest project … the Currently Unnamed Dwagon Rock Band. I dunno, this was another daft idea that’s taken root and it has to happen now.

The first character to be drawn is partly inspired by that and the idea as a whole gets some inspiration from :

We’ll see how it goes.

That’s a free hand drawn egg circle for the centre drum there. It definitely seems easier to draw the lines and circles by hand than it is by non-cheaty ways on the graphics tablet. I’ll go back to the graphics tablet at some point, probably to finish the job with the Band. That fella isn’t quite finished either, forgot to colour the nose.

That’s another of the old pictures … Band’s gonna have a couple of guitarists in there.

Gaming has seen me go back to an old one …

Those are the crude (but highly functional) graphics of Creeper World 3, Arc Eternal. It’s the tower defence game I mentioned on Tuesday and for this mission, you have two bases split on either side of the map and enemies in the middle. Creeper spews out of the dot thingys (top and bottom middle, plus there’s a couple left and right middle) and the deeper blue it is, the more layers there are of it. Your towers can shoot it, you can have bombers bomb it and the turquoise around the top is your own anti-creeper.

Tower defense games tend to be either attritional crawls across the map where you gradually gain ground in the face of the unstoppable enemy or a race where you’re trying to keep your towers ahead of ever increasingly strong enemies. It’s a great concept when it works well. I’ve been tempted to go back into Defense Grid, which did work extremely well … but not Defense Grid 2 which changed some of the mechanics and I don’t think it was as good.

I’ve been doing the internet spaceships thing again … This is a balance again because overdoing it can be really bad for my wrists. I’m actually going to have to change how I fly I think, because I’m yawing a lot (turn left/right instead of banking or climbing) and I think the twisting of my flightstick is aggravating the wrist.

A new ship has appeared in the fleet …

She’s Grabnarr, named after the cheeky, chuckly, lovely Tashnarr who is streaming doing jigsaws at the moment … (twitch link)

Grabnarr is fitted for mining work, in particular the high value Low Temperature Diamonds which are commonplace at the location above … the rings of Borann A planet 2.

She’s a Krait Mk II, very similar to the Searching For Potatoes which saw me do my last major bit of exploration. The engines are different but you still have a great view from the pilot’s seat.

It can be a tight fit in there …

Peaceful though (when the pirates are distracted away !)

Hard at work – this was just after mining out the asteroid so the purple lasers aren’t on. The occasional bright spots are collector limpets going off to fetch the bits mined off the asteroid.

Sale time ! Best deal available at the time. The plan is to operate Grabnarr until I mine the 500 tonnes required to open up one of the engineers and then Grabnarr will be retired. That’s probably 2 sessions of Low Temperature Diamonds and then it’s the slightly lower value Painite (350k/tonne) because the engineer wants 10 tonnes of that.

Almost the end of the tale …

Going to the Dark Side as I call it led to another milestone … Trading Elite ! I didn’t have any elite ratings in my previous 2 characters …

Double Elite ! Combat Elite will take a fair bit longer. Might do it this year ? Expert is the middle of the 9 ranks, with Master, Dangerous, Deadly and Elite to go. A lot of that will be done in the Admiral Luperza :

Got more exploring to do first though.

Oh ! Excession was good, currently enjoying Thrawn by Timothy Zahn.

Seeya ! Stay safe, be well.

Gaming, Donut and Shopping

Hello everyone,

I’ve been descending into those games again … And also dreaming of munchies.

That one happened as a quick sketch over the weekend, triggered by posts from the lovely actress and donut fan Rekha Sharma. I’ve been enjoying seeing what she posts on the Twitter (Linky) and it’s always something nice, lovely and making people smile. Another sketch happened too but that was for my Comic Con friend. She liked it, which makes it worth it.

There’s been a couple of those, sketches that I only share with the people for whom they’re intended. In a time where there is the internet and whatever goes on the internet stays there (even in the archive sites), it’s worth being a little circumspect with what you post. And how you edit …

I don’t edit my posts much at all. It’s actually pretty rare. Like if I spot a typo in a post that’s months old, I won’t fix that. The kinds of edits I do tend to be formatting, sometimes blogger pops in a heap of extra line spaces, especially around pictures. I’ll chop those out because it helps the flow of the post if there aren’t all that many white spaces in there. But I’ll only very rarely change what’s in a post. It’s a reflection of how and what I’m thinking at the time, so if you change the writing then you change the memory. That said, that PC bits post of the other day saw a change happen … I don’t like giving advice that’s wrong and I needed to add in a “Don’t get that, get this !” in there …

Talking of shopping … I’m mostly ignoring what’s going on in the world at the moment and essentially staying in my bunker as much as I can waiting for it to blow over. That’s probably the best way for everyone at the moment, although hopefully we’re coming to the end of that now. I’m quite looking forwards to getting out and about around the shops again, although it’ll be odd being out there again.

I’ll probably need to acquire a mask so I don’t get lynched for sneezing a lot.

I’ve been thinking about breaking the steering away from ordering stuff online too … Let’s see :

Music – I’m always wanting more and after seeing the first two episodes of Devs, I want the album by Low which has the theme tune. It’s a great theme tune : Congregation by Low (youtube link). And there’s more too, like expanding the Mike Oldfield collection, Dirty Vegas, Lisa Miskovsky and a couple of others like Agnes Obel.
Lego – it’s calling again …
Graphics card – I’ll come on to more about this later but I’m now definitely looking to upgrade, sadly though the options are limited to the 2060 cards costing £300. That’s more than I want to spend. Newer cards haven’t come out for ages and it’s the new cards coming out that pushes down the prices.
Books – always room for more books in the book cave.

Game ! This one is the latest. It’s The Outer Worlds and I started it off after completing Deus Ex Mankind Divided last week. It’s another first person perspective role playing game and because it came out just last year … is pretty demanding on the hardware. I have it on the medium settings at the moment, which pushes my graphics card pretty hard.

Sure does look pretty though and I’ve been getting to grips with the gameplay so far.

Parvati’s a good egg too, probably very heavily inspired by Kaylee from Firefly though …

Other things in the gaming pot lately have been Motorsport Manager, where I’ll go for the No Sponsors achievement in the next season. The team should have more than enough funding to allow that.

There’s also been a re-entrance of the Nomnivorian Swarm in Stellaris, first time I’ve properly been back in there for a little while. Stellaris is becoming a bit of a sad case. There have been two major version updates lately … but the quality assurance isn’t there in the game any more I think. Instead of releases being held until the game is as bug free as they can manage, new bugs are introduced and old bugs are not removed. I closed today’s session slightly early because my fleets hit the pacifism bug again (they get engaged in combat and don’t shoot back unless you save and reload). I saw another new bug with the fleet manager on the weekend, plus there’s another new one with the planet display where it doesn’t show all of the pops on the planet.

It’s annoying … and there are a bunch of other games to be looking at. Besides, Stellaris has been guilty of doing nasty things to my shoulder and neck (I lean forward and look up – bad habit). I had a little peek at the Elite Fleet Carriers again :

That’s the Sleepy Tea Vault, which was over on the beta server for a bit. It’ll be a long time before I get a carrier on the live server, if at all. The user interface for controlling them is a bit ropey and I’m not convinced they have a viable purpose in the game. I did enjoy getting back in for some trading on Sunday though and I’ll try my hand at mining at some point relatively soon.

I had another look at Creeper World 3, Arc Eternal today as well. It’s a tower defense game, which is summed up by you having to fend off a series of waves of enemies by building gun and other types of towers and arranging a maze to get the most out of your defenses. Instead of having bugs or other enemies, Creeper World 3 has a fluid like enemy that gradually spreads over the map. It’s a nice variation and somewhat more hands off than other strategy games. I think I’ll stick with this one more.

The Outer Worlds is very pretty though.

There’s some lovely rich colours in there, plus it’s nice to see the stuff on the distance that you can actually travel in to. (Deus Ex Mankind Divided had great backdrops that you couldn’t visit).

Oh ! I’m off work this week. It was originally scheduled to be Comic Con and Lords IST20 week. Those aren’t happening this year. I needed the time off anyway, I tend to burn out these days and need to watch the signs so that it doesn’t creep up on me too much. I’m planning to have a fairly easy week, although I need to moderate the game playing somewhat in order to avoid having my hands flare up. Currently got soreness in my right hand, probably due to internet spaceships …

Oh well.

They do look pretty though. Might have to look into jumping on a deal for a better flightstick too soon … The drawing does somewhat affect my hands as well. Putting pressure on the pad can aggravate the soreness, I think I need to look into using the graphics tablet again.

Oh – after a while away from doing them, I think I’ll be doing another music post soon. It nearly happened tonight but I have more sketchy ideas … and I think these sketchy ideas would be perfect for a music post. It may involve dwagons and a band. Let’s see how it does.

In the meantime, stay safe, be well !

Augmented Pacifism, Modest Machinery

Hello everyone,

Two things tonight ! First up :

Finished Deus Ex Mankind Divided …

Got the Pacifist approach achievement. Yep, shooty shooty game that’s possible to be played through without murdering anyone. Sure, limbs may have been broken and people put in hospital with severe concussions but … they’ll live right ?

Including that guy. You know, that one. The one I can’t talk about cos of spoilers and all that.

After a shaky start, where I was finding the cover movement system to be a bit clunky, something eventually clicked and I really enjoyed playing through this one. It still has its bugs, including crash to desktop and I had one tonight which was a hang up when reloading (You reload a lot the way I was playing …) But the bugs aren’t particularly game breaking and the game comes back up again on a reload. I didn’t lose my save at all …

I’ll be back playing this one again sometime. But not yet because I picked up The Outer Worlds in the latest Epic Games sale and that’s supposed to be amazing. I’ll play the original again too. There’s potential for further games in the series but something strange happened in the games industry around the time this came out and outside of things like Assassins Creed, the studios got very wary about continuing current IPs. Bit like how the Mass Effect series ended with Andromeda.

Hopefully there’s more to come from the Adam Jensen Deus Ex storyline. There’s definitely more potential there, especially with threads started in the emails and articles scattered through the game and that Whopper in the credits.

Gotta do the Golden Penguin mission too, I completely missed that this time.

What else tonight ? I’ve seen a few things about PC upgrades again and doing it on the cheap … So what would I get if it were around 20 years ago again and I was on a super strict budget ?

Before I dive in – disclosure note : I’ve never been offered any inducements by any hardware companies.

These all start with the core again and that’d be :
AMD Ryzen 3 3200G Quad core chip with graphics – £92. I’m not convinced the graphics here would allow for games like Deus Ex or other really pretty games but you can add a proper graphics card later. Point is, it saves £150-£200 as a get you going thing.
This goes in a MSI B450 motherboard for £99. This drops £75 on the board that I have. It’s not the newest or shiniest but should still be a good foundation.
(A small and important edit – if you’re looking at this post like a shopping list, DO NOT BUY YET. AMD are coming out with a B550 chipset which will go into better motherboards for about the same price.)
Memory spec calls for DDR4-2933. We’ll actually go up to DDR4-3200 here. It’s a bit faster and a bit cheaper. The system would clock it back to 2933 if it has to. Cost for 16GB – £91.

The common theme is that we’re accepting these compromises in order to get a more affordable machine. It’s a lower spec than what I have now … but that’s where I was 20 years ago where I had less disposable cash and income. What’s appearing here wouldn’t have an issue with games like Stellaris, Motorsport Manager and I suspect it’d be ok even with shooty games and Elite if the graphics were turned down a bit.

Power supply is going to be a Corsair 650W unit for £63. Don’t get a cheap, nonbranded power supply … it’s a false economy. It’s also just £10 to go from Corsair’s 550W unit to the 650W unit. That £10 is worth it for when you’d want to later add in a graphics card.
Case – AVP K-11 Mid Tower Case with acrylic side panel. It’s the cheapest Novatech have at £20.
SSD hard disc – Crucial P1 500GB M2, NVME for £73. Don’t worry about the arcane stuff there, just look at “M2” – this is where it plugs in … and “NVME” – this means it’s faster.
Conventional hard disc – Toshiba 2GB 3.5″ desktop drive for £56. Cheapest again and I think it’s worth going up a bit from the £37 1GB drive.

And that’s it !

How much ? £494 for that little lot. It isn’t everything you might want though … What’s missing that you might have expected ?

Processor cooler – is included with the processor. I’m actually still using the AMD bundled cooler in my machine, I haven’t had a reason to do the rigmarole involved in changing it.
Graphics – there’s a basic functionality on the processor again. But this would be the first thing to change in a short term upgrade.
Optical drives – these seem to have gone out of fashion with the streaming video services. However, what I’m actually doing at the moment is to play dvds through a USB drive which uses software that comes with Windows. (£23 for dvd). You could get an external blu-ray drive for £73, although this needs software. You can get the software for free from Leawo.
Windows – you can download and run Windows 10 for free … Here’s a Tomshardware article for more info (Link – run a script or ad blocker or both). However, you get a Please Activate watermark on your desktop and some options are restricted. A Windows 10 Home OEM licence will cost a bone chilling £110.

The other items you will want are :
Keyboard – honestly, go for something really cheap. Logitech have a wired keyboard for £10. Should be just fine. I like my mechanical keyboard better but £10 level membrane keyboards are ok too.
Mouse – start around £3-£10. Best to get this in a shop where you can test the fit to your hand. Mice are all sizes and shapes and you want one you can get along with. That said, I’d look at the Logitech mice first again, I’ve had a £30 ish Logitech mouse for a few years ago and it does good.
Monitor – there’s an IPS panel 22″ LG screen in Novatech’s listing for £87 but it’s listed as “Ordered upon Request”. I’d look at the 24″ IPS panel from AOC for £150 (Scan price). IPS screens give a better image and … the monitor is probably more important than anything else in the system, it’s what you’re looking at all the time.

Better make it kitty proof.

Oh and speakers – monitors can give sound but it’s very meh. There’s a pair from Logitech for £20 that look ok. You want your speakers to have a separate power supply and a volume control that’s going to stay accessible. Mine’s buried on the desk somewhere !

Beyond all that – if you’re into the flight or space games, I’d look at picking up a Thrustmaster Hotas X for £48. I have one, it does me fine for internet spaceships. (Although I am suspecting it of causing wrist issues).
Graphics – can’t buy my 1060 3GB card any more but it was around £200. I don’t like spending more than that on graphics, there’s definitely diminishing returns. A £400 card isn’t twice as good as a £200 card. Options at the moment are :£140 ish for a 1650 and the 1660 cards start at £210.

That’s it for me for tonight ! I don’t think I’ve missed anything …

There we go ! That’s it for me for tonight. Almost bed time !

Totally not going to immediately follow up that pacifist run by murdering everything. Actually not … I want to get the stealth achievement too and murder in the Deus Ex games is kinda noisy.

Besides … I think it’s The Outer Worlds next :-).

Stay safe everyone, be well.