Author: Sleepypete

Is it really Monday since the last post ?

I better do another of those Alphabet posts because I’ve been lacking ideas to put posts around !

Last week seemed really tough. The first part was worrying about my dad and I think the rest was catching up on the exhaustion that has a hold on me at the moment. It took less than an hour to sort out the plumbing job on Monday but it took most of what I had.

My dad’s doing better. He’s home now and the sister reports that the damage is restricted just to dragging a leg a bit. Hopefully the nerves relearn what they’re supposed to do but it’s great news. Far better news than what we were expecting, it sounded pretty serious.

My mum and dad have had some pretty serious stuff happen to them over the last few years and they’ve come through it really well. Long may that continue.

I’ve been looking to recover too. I think all of the really nasty stuff in me has gone now but my outsides are still particularly weak and prone to being redamaged. That said, when I do tear new holes in me, they typically repair in the 3 days or so cuts and bruises always used to.

I just have to stop redamaging things. I have some Gunk to help out there too, Fucibet has proved pretty effective for me.

That’s one thing I’d pass on to everyone who suffers from problems with their outsides. You will attack the damage. It’s basic human nature. But … you can mitigate the damage that you do to yourself by redirecting it. So for me now, when the itchies hit at work, I’ve been tackling the source of the problem instead of the symptom. Translation – I’ve been giving my arms a drink with E45 cream. And it seems to be working too ! Arms are looking a bit better.

I’ve been watching the sport too.

England have been doing incredibly well in the cricket, the men and the women. It’s as if the plans have come together and they work so well as a unit. Cricket is like that, individual performances stand out but it’s only when those individuals come together as a team that they win. I’ve been really enjoying watching the men and women team win lately.

Talking of individuals and team – I’ve been quietly chuckling at the England football team fumble their way out of this championships. I’ll support every England team or individual (make that UK and Republic of Ireland) playing that I see, although there is a kind of hierarchy when they play each other. But … I’ll laugh at the footballers because of a general lack of respect for any footballers. They’re a despicable bunch who lie and cheat their way to victory. There is no honour in that and they should be ashamed of themselves. Oh and there’s the massively overpay thing as well.

That said, I do moderate that support according to how the other supporters or teams behave. There’s a kind of Meh feeling about the Welsh at the moment after them failing to adequately explain away their celebrations at England going out of the tournament. See that comment before about honour. There is no honour in cheering another person’s misfortune.

Other games ?

I took a rest from Stellaris over this week, partly through inclination, partly through having the Chrissa streams on the desktop. I’m wanting to pay attention to those. Glad I did on Wednesday because the coverage of the Inside game was golden. Funny, shocking, tense. She does top value streams that one (link on the right and she’s replaying Mass Effect 2 at the moment, one of the best games ever).

Oh and my wrist has been acting up too. Makes it sore to play the games and I’d rather keep Good Wrist times for work. Stellaris is on hold for a bit as well at the moment due to the mods I use needing to catch up with the latest patch.

I’ve been spending the moneys too !

3 have turned up from the Steam sale :
RymdResa – a space exploration game
Convoy – a scifi game where you’re battling across the planet to repair your ship
Shadowrun Hong Kong – near future role play game where technology and magic mix

Add to that a few albums :
Bat For Lashes – The Bride – I will buy this lady’s albums til the end of time. What a voice.
Garbage – Strange Little Birds – a group that continues to be awesome.
Sia – 1000 Forms of Fear – hmm, great voice, not the best writing. Still enjoyable.

I’m currently enjoying Madonna’s album Music while the postmortem of the France vs Iceland game is on the telly (muted because the pundits are a waste of space usually). Great Grand Prix today, followed by a time delayed England Women thumping the Pakistan team. And now Chrissa streaming Mass Effect 2.

I’ll try and not leave it a week until the next post !

PS Almost forgot !!! Thursday evening was watching Independence Day 2. A decent, enjoyable movie with lots of scifi action on the screen. I was entertained. But while watching, it felt a bit more like one of those b-movie mockbuster movies where they clone a major blockbuster. Odd.

I actually adulted today !

Well, technically I adulted at work as well but I don’t count that. Adulting at work is kind of expected, I try and avoid it when I get home. Rest and recuperation and all that.

Today’s job was a plumbing job that I should have done a long time ago but I was a bit scared of a few things :

Heading up into the attic. This involves going backwards up my ladder and then levering myself up into the loft. It’s … precarious. And a bit of a stretch in my current condition. I had to go up and down from there a few times and my muscles were starting to complain by the end of that. They’re still suffering from my general mineral imbalance.

(I’m still struggling to maintain a proper amount of hydration in me. I think my body is confused there between repairs, what my muscles demand and having too much water on board).

The whole plumbing thing. You know, the possibility that as soon as you undo the tap, you’ll get drowned in a deluge of water. That went ok this time.

Yep. The whole getting it wrong thing …

Anyway – looks like job done and a drip that’s been going for far too long has been fixed. I am thankful for a few things in my adulting :

Having the dexterity still to do this. My hands also get affected by the whole mineral imbalance thing and like to cramp up in certain situations. Not good when you’re trying to grip things.

A new toy – previously, I’d depend on my torch put in a strategic place (i.e. a place where it casts light and doesn’t roll away, smash and leave me in a dark attic). The new toy is a head mounted light, which is AWESOME ! Love it. It gets the light where I want it. I was actually shopping for a battery powered lantern type thing that I’d hang somewhere appropriate but the headlamp is far better.

That it apparently worked … Hurrah ! And phew. Because it’s handy to have a Second Adulty Type Person to hang around by the mains water tap (which doesn’t actually close completely apparently) in case you do get a deluge from the bit you just replaced.

Anything more to be thankful for ?

Not slipping, hitting my head and dying. That’s the other thing about the second adulty thing. I’m quite conscious of being on my own here when going up in that attic. Because it is a bit precarious getting up there.

Anyway. That’s my adulting for today. One plumbing job – complete ! There are still a few plumbing jobs to do here and I’ll need a carpet replaced eventually as a result of leaving this leaky drippy ballcock unfixed for far too long.

Apart from that – easy night tonight. There’s no stream to watch so …

Football on the telly, England are currently 2-1 behind at half time and while I’m ambivalent about England football, I would like them to win. After the football finishes, it’ll be music on the hifi with the Oblivion soundtrack.

I’m going to avoid the gaming tonight as I’m feeling somewhat wiped out. The gaming hops me up and … actually is a bit tiring while I have fun with it. I’ll be back in with the Happy Hive in Stellaris soon enough, taking over the rest of the galaxy while being scared of the Fallen Empire (best tech, squash me like a bug at the moment) that is on one of my borders. I’m enjoying Stellaris.

I’m keeping an eye on the Steam game sales too, although I haven’t pulled the trigger on the two games in my cart (Convoy and Rymd Resa).

I’m attempting to avoid damaging myself more, although … itchy !!!

Yep. More games videos to watch, currently it’s an EnterElysium alternate World War 2 in Hearts of Iron 4. It’s a grand strategy game set around World War 2 which … is a bit beyond what I want to learn to play. But it’s amusing to watch their games and how the alternate history plays out. He’s currently invading America as the Fascist British Empire.

But I am pleased with my adulting for today.

Yep. That goes for you too.

Yep.

Not a bad weekend spent pretty much hiding from the world, isolated from what’s been going on. I think it’s been restful 🙂

I’m still repairing, my dad looks like he’s repairing too. He’s the one I was worried about on Thursday, hopefully he’s out of hospital by now. We’re a hardy bunch my family, although that can be a curse as well as a blessing as we won’t seek help when we need it or change when what we’re doing is causing us problems.

We’re the sort of people who will put in our will something like : Put a tape recorder in the coffin, set to play repeated knocking followed by a shout of “I ain’ted Dead yet” as they’re putting us in the ground. Now there’s an idea … where did I put that will that I haven’t actually made yet.

So – still worried, but not as worried as last week.

Changes ?

This desktop now has Windows 10 on it … I pulled the trigger on the upgrade yesterday and so far I’m happy. There was a little hitch where it claimed my processor wasn’t compatible, almost as big a “What the HELL !” as my old laptop claiming the screen was incompatible. The problem was a self protection system that I’d turned off.

It feels a little quicker, a little smoother. The UI is different, more boring compared to the shadows and whatnot that Windows 7 puts on the screen. That might be why it feels quicker, because the machine isn’t busying itself with unnecessary prettiness.

One thing I did miss was the sidebar and Windows Gadgets. I have a few of those that tell me about things like how busy my network connection is, how much space is on my discs, how hot and busy the processor and graphics card are, how much memory is being used. Things like that.

Any more changes ? Dunno there. I will admit to daftness though. Most of my clothes and stuff is dark and I can do one of those washes every 2 weeks. That fits for washing machine capacity and stuff like how many different shirts I own. I don’t use much white stuff, so the white wash is fairly infrequent. But … I always forget some things like … dishcloths. Oops. Even though they’re next to the washing machine. Double oops.

Explanations ?

I feel I owe a little bit of explanation for how I reacted to the referendum vote. There was a Facebook post of “England what did you do and do I still want to live in you”.

I’ll come out now and say I voted Remain on Thursday. It seemed the lesser of two evils. Here’s how I saw it :

Remain – would keep us tied to meddling busybodies in Europe who came out with all those regulations and then ignored them when it didn’t suit them. But they have introduced some happy regulations that make life a lot easier for us. Things like Working Time Directive and a lot of other employment law.

Leave – were being fronted by a bunch of untrustworthy scumbags who have since been proven to be completely untrustworthy as they break all the promises they made during their campaign.

Immigration – I think this was a red herring to be honest. When I’m out there amongst the public (it does happen), most of the non-UK people I see seem to be imported from Asia to give the call centres an authentic Indian accent sound. (Is that racist ? Or observation ?). The KFC girls are Eastern European and they’re nice. Perhaps I notice the Asian people because they look different. I don’t see that as a negative. In fact, I know one Very Pretty Lady who is … very pretty and has those bubbly chuckles.

But we are seeing idiots harass non-English looking people in the street. That’s abhorrent and it’s a shame we don’t have an overseas colony to send them to any more. The harassing people. There’s no place for those people in a civilised society.

Economy – there’s one constant in economics – the people who have control the reins are utter cowards who will run screaming into their SELL bunker at the first hint of trouble. The stockbroker people break good companies and the economy with their ways. Yeah. I don’t like them.

Stupidity and Arrogance – from the EU commissioner bloke who probably swung the result by at least 2% by saying there would be no renegotiation of terms. That nearly changed my vote.

But it’s that outright gullibility that drove my reaction to the referendum result. People voting for those who have already proved utterly incompetent (Gove), those who’s ideals are absolutely counter to the “We’ll help out the common people” he was claiming to believe in (IDS) and the one who is a fascist lunatic (Farage). And that hostility to immigrants that’s being reported.

We’ll see how things work out over the next few weeks. There is already talk of a House of Commons rebellion voting counter to the referendum result, which would keep us in the EU.

We shall see.

I’m back to the cooldown time which is watching a HeyChrissa stream. She’s playing one of my favourite games at the moment, Mass Effect 2. And it’ll be interesting to see how she plays through.

And that’s cooldown from running my Happy Hive empire in Stellaris. So named because I’ve gone for happiness this time as the thing that makes the race stand out. Sometimes it’s good to go for science, sometimes for military strength, sometimes economy. But … happiness works on all of those a little bit. It seems a powerful combination so far. The Happy Hive has eaten (figuratively, not literally) one competing empire, assimilated another and has taken over half of another.

They should steamroller over another one … soon. But not tonight, chill out time now :-).

Brexit is irrelevant compared to the other news.

With Brexit you think things are going to get *better*….? [lol]

I have them all at the moment I think …

Let’s see :

The best one is a HAPPY BIRTHDAY ! to someone special who I hope will see this and have a read. I was going to do another Alphabet post today but with the news I’ve had, heart’s not in it now. I need to think.

That’s the next emotion – thoughts of futility.

To be honest, I’ve had the thoughts of futility for a while with the condition of my outsides. I keep saying I’m improving but I never actually get better. The condition seems to evolve and change over time. I see improvements in some areas (some of the deep cuts have healed !) but more damage appears in other areas.

I would like to be back to the normality of properly healed skin, I just don’t know when that’s going to be and it’s extremely wearing mentally for a bunch of reasons. The first is having something wrong with me that doesn’t appear to want to fix.

But it is steadily improving. The news I had today is about someone who may not improve and my first thought on hearing that is to either find someone who is willing to give me a hug for a long time or to curl up in a ball on the bed and shut the world out for a while. It’s added a bit of weight to a feeling I’ve had for a while about someone.

No more about that for here though. Let’s just say I’m rattled and my first instinct which is to help people knows that I can’t help in this case. My outsides even mean I can’t be around to give a little support. (Need a quiet weekend and would really prefer not to go into work tomorrow).

I’m still tired too. My body doesn’t want to sleep at the moment. I’ll be tired and yawning my head off in the evening with no energy but when it comes to bed time, I just can’t sleep. I may actually be having broken sleep but it doesn’t feel like that.

Ouchies – my shoulder has decided it wants to be out of place for a while, which is … ouch. I haven’t found the way yet to pop it back where it should be. Oh well, if it wasn’t the shoulder it would be something else (my back dislikes me at the moment).

That’s enough here about the bad stuff though.

I may go off and hide for a while at the cinema tomorrow afternoon to watch Independence Day;
Thoughts are with the person the news is about;
More thoughts are remembering a happy smiling birthday person face;
I’ve been happily addicted to Stellaris …
… and my Happy Hive race was doing well*
(I’m restarting to remove a mod and to add some more mods)

And I’m hoping that 2016 will actually turn around and get good at some point. It’s been a horrible year so far.

LOVE the 'summer' graphic!!!

After watching most of Le Mans over the weekend, I’m currently watching another kind of motoring …

Definitely better than what’s outside the window !

Yep. Spotted this one on the Facebooks this morning and it’s too good to not steal/borrow/recycle. Although, I think there is a trace of sun outside there … Could be my room light reflecting in the window again.

Yep. Le Mans was pretty good this year. One thing they’ve introduced is a Slow Zone, effectively a virtual safety car where if there is an incident, the cars go through the incident area extremely slowly (for race cars capable of 200mph+). It lets the marshals deal with the incident with less fear of someone else being caught out, lets them get cars out of gravel traps and back on track and lets them fix the safety barriers.

Would something like this mean that a driver like Max Bianchi would still be with us ? (He crashed into a tow vehicle that was extracting another crashed car – was he speeding under yellow caution flags ? We shouldn’t speculate, that doesn’t change anything). Maybe he would be – the slow zones definitely make for better racing as they can keep going with the ZOOM on the other areas of track without the SnoreFest which is a full track safety car.

Oh and I was putting the Lego Le Mans car together as well. That’s the basic chassis together, with engine firewall ahead of the engine and rear suspension/differential assembly. It has pistons ! That move !

Lego Technic has changed a fair bit – when I built the Lego Technic car maybe 30 years ago, Lego hadn’t evolved much past the rectangular blocks. There were pins and axles but the special moulded components like the hubs at the back there, weren’t in the Lego component set.

Just like the real cars ! Hybrid race cars have ruled Le Mans since they were allowed in a few years ago. They aren’t as advanced as the Formula 1 hybrids (they have restrictions on the amount of hybrid energy they can use) but they’re getting there. I think the Porsche has a MGU-H, which harvests power back from the turbo.

I was anticipating some car-carnage at Le Mans and the Formula 1 this weekend. From Le Mans, the weather conditions were bad enough (heavy rain) that the teams didn’t have enough time to get all of the practice and qualifying in. The Formula 1 was on a circuit which was a mix of old roads and new roads, where some of the old roads were very tight.

I don’t think that one is coming apart any time soon. The pins that hold it all together are pretty intricate. The back section even folds back on itself to fully frame the engine bay. Here it is with the mechanicals in and the bodywork starting to appear.

Notice the shadows and the potential daylight … I was getting more and more tired on Saturday and didn’t trust myself with adding more bricks, clips and gears (as demonstrated by me missing whole pages and finding out later!), so I gave in and had a short sleep/nap. Yep, still not managed to watch through a whole Le Mans. Must be getting old !

How was Le Mans ?

It has its usual classes, LMP1 for the fastest cars, LMP2 (Le Mans Prototype) for not quite so fast non-road race cars and 2 GTE classes for very fast road cars (Aston Martins, Ferraris, Ford GT40, Corvette, Porsche). The GTE classes are divided up into Pro and Amateur with the drivers allowed to race being controlled more strictly now than in the past. Remember I said about an incident which cost Ant Davidson a few fused vertibrae ? He’s still racing but the idiot who caused the collision isn’t.

The race started under safety car conditions due to heavy rain making the track dangerous but that cleared up after an hour. But … what’s this ? An Audi in the garage with major difficulties. A blown turbo … and they get it back on track within 20 minutes. It’s miraculous how quickly they can repair the damage on these cars. And because it’s Le Mans, a blown turbo doesn’t mean end of race, it just means they’re a few laps behind and still in with a chance.

Quicker even than the time it took to put the Green Machine together.

Modern Le Mans cars are built like that, they’re built modular so they can be repaired and put back in the race quickly before they drop out of contention. The stricken Audi finished a few laps behind and … because of certain other events, almost finished on the podium.

Lots of incident in the race, lots of changes of leadership and position. A very even race all told, with the leading 3 cars being on the same lap until … (I’ll get to that) with the Audis keeping them honest. The lead in LMP1 was changing with every pit stop and on the track too as cars were in different states of tyres.

Toyota were incredibly confident and while it looked like they didn’t want to jinx it by celebrating early, you could tell the excitement bubbling up from under inscrutable Japanese engineer faces. I wanted them to win too !

How cruel it was then that with only 5 minutes to go, after 23 hours 55 minutes of racing, that the lead Toyota (with a Porsche only a minute behind) would suddenly break down. There are no prizes in Le Mans unless you cross that finish line after 24 hours with a car that can run under its own power. And the Toyota broke down just after crossing that finishing line.

Heartbreak for Toyota, jubilation for Porsche and their surviving car. And very close finishes in LMP2 and GTE as well. No wins for Aston Martin this year – boo hoo.

After that kind of epic racing, the Formula 1 with its processional nature and foregone conclusions was a bit meh (as usual).

I’ve been watching Top Gear too, I’m warming up to it. Matt Le Plank is thawing out a bit (although his section with the idiot in the muscle car around London last week was stupid) and the other presenters are more than earning their place too. They had a Tesla Model X on this week and I think I know who I will move to after Lexus don’t do it for me any more …

Alternative fuel cars like the all electric and the hybrid are definitely the way forward for me.

Hybrids are the best of both worlds at the moment, with electric power supplementing the fuel engine. But … they do have an extra cost and the mechanicals take up a lot of space and add weight. You have two propulsion systems in the car, with some of the bad bits of both. Like a big lump in the front that takes up space and, in mine, a propshaft that means it’s a 4 seat and not a 5 seat.

Electric cars, like the Tesla, are hugely interesting. They’re solving the range problem, they’re getting massively more acceptance now (because cars like the Tesla go fast) and because they’re just electric, there are none of the compromises on interior space that come with the hybrids.

Perhaps soon ? Maybe 5 years in the future ? We shall see.

Saying that though, I could make the Lego Le Mans car electric now, albeit just for the doors and engine cover.

Actually I think it’s the first post I’ve done where I’ve forgotten a title !

It actually borrows from a little bit of fun I started having with myself a few years ago when labels appeared on posts. If I couldn’t think of an adequate label and didn’t want to start a new label off, I’d use “forgot a label again”.

I’m currently enjoying watching Independence Day again, ahead of watching the sequel that is coming soon.

Crikey it shows its age ! But it’s still accurate for the time.

Cathode Ray Tube tellies and monitors.
Bakelite telephones. Landlines and hardly any mobiles !
Ancient cars.
World Trade Centre.
Pretty good but still “you can see the seams” computer generated animation.

I still think it’s a good film and I’m looking forward to the sequel. Will probably watch it next Friday pm, time permitting. I thought about heading off to the cinema this pm to watch either Alice or Warcraft but … tireds. Oh well. I think I’ll be missing both of those but will definitely catch them when they get to Sky Movies.

I was going to put a post up yesterday mentioning a little about a pic I found.

I don’t usually pollute this page with anything political or near-political but this one made me chuckle. It’s poking fun at our current referendum campaign. The internet world which it’s from is far more sane.

The context ?

Lave is the system that you start off at in the very original Elite and it’s been carried through into the current Elite Dangerous game too. Lave Station is a Coriolis station, like the icon in the pic.

So by Voting Lave, you’re voting to have fun in a game.

I’ll be voting on Thursday and I’ve made my mind up as to who to vote for. I won’t tell you who, it’s your own decision and I trust you to cut through the absolute garbage that we see on the telly and the rest of the media about it.

There are so many agendas out there at the moment and so much spin. Who can you trust to tell you what you need to know instead of how they want you to vote ?

Yep. A post like this one nearly appeared yesterday but I held off due to the shooting incident that led to the death of one of our MPs. Very sad indeed. Remember the name Jo Cox.

Erm – Independence Day ! It’s nearly finished. Then I may well go back to a little bit of Internet Spaceships before a tomorrow and Sunday which will be Le Mans and the Azerbaijan Grand Prix. I suspect there will be a lot of broken cars by Sunday :

Le Mans had storms yesterday that made the circuit an ice rink, plus there was a fair bit of mechanical mayhem before them.
The Azerbaijan circuit looks like one of those where racing should never have been considered. It’s very narrow in places and the run off areas are wholly inadequate.

Hopefully no one gets hurt in those races …

Oh ! Before I go, more daftness. I thought I’d resurrect my old laptop for … reasons. This would involve putting Windows 10 on it. Apparently … the screen is not compatible with Windows 10. Everything else – fine ! But the bog standard laptop screen is not.

Oh dear.

That laptop had had its time anyway, in using it for a brief time I remembered why I had moved on from it – it suffered quite badly from when I was in a really bad condition and would need an extreme clean out before it is properly usable again. (Keyboard ain’t happy and the trackpad was always inadequate).

But – no Windows 10 due to incompatible screen ? The mind boggles !

Crikey !

Feeling rough again. But still surviving.

I’ve been struggling on a few fronts lately :

Sleep – as ever ! I’m pretty sure I’m getting some sleep but it doesn’t really feel like it. Energy is lacking and my self discipline slips when I’m failing to sleep, which makes me attack my arms again.
Tiredness – definitely … This is manifesting as a lack of energy. I throw myself into doing what I can at work and then go Splat when I’m home. This is one reason* why I’ve not posted much here lately, haven’t had the energy to drive the inclination.
Dehydration – I think this is from my ongoing condition with my outsides. They’re needing the fluid to help them repair but I don’t seem to be getting enough water on board. And when I do, off I pop to the loo every 10 minutes.

Frustrating, especially as it seemed as if I was getting really close to getting healed up before the problems hit again on my week off. I have been steadily recovering again but it’s still so easy to set the healing backwards.

*Reasons for being light on posting ? Part is having ideas for posts. I have been having the ideas that could be the genesis of posts but when I get tired like this, those thoughts tend to be fleeting and will exit my brain before I can turn them into posts. I am overdue another Alphabet of the Human Heart post though, I’d like to have a bit more mental energy before I do another one of those.

Oh the dehydration hits me in other ways too. My muscles hate it when I get dehydrated, leading to cramp and sometimes even torn muscles when they do cramp up. Yep. My muscles tear themselves when they cramp heavily.

I have been steadily recovering though, it’s just frustrating that it’s taken all this time and that it’s had such a deleterious effect on my general health.

But apart from feeling bad for myself, what else has been happening ?

Hmm – tough one ! I’ve been attempting to sleep more by going to bed a bit earlier. (Hasn’t helped).

Weekend – more Planetbase. I thought I’d go for it with that last planet and … yep, all objectives completed, albeit with a reload or two due to a disaster when armed intruders got in and proceeded to wipe out all of my colonists because I hadn’t built the security room that tells your colonists to all pile in on the bad guys.

Erm … don’t pay any heed to all of the Low Oxygen warnings on all of the domes. There was enough for the Pixel People to breathe … in other parts of the base. Just not so much in the overcrowded main areas.

That’s one nebulous thought I had for a post – Games being accidentally educational. I learned budgeting by playing the very first XCom game. If you built too much too quick, you would run out of money, which isn’t fun. And then the aliens would wipe out your guys. Budgeting was very important … In Planetbase, you have very limited resources at the start, so you have to limit what you build. And then you have to balance several resources like Water, Power, Storage, Oxygen, Food to have a successful colony.

I found Planetbase to be a quite compelling game. It has just been updated too to add in challenges for more variation in how it can be played.

GoG.com have a sale going too with some very interesting looking old games and new games going cheap. Very tempting, especially as I’m looking for something to keep me busy after Planetbase. I haven’t been on the Internet Elite Spaceships much lately, the inclination hasn’t been there.

Candidates on GoG are games like :
The Flame And The Flood – an explory game
Satellite Reign – a tactical cyberpunk game
Shadowrun – more cyberpunk, I’m waiting for these to go cheap on Steam though
80 Days – Go round the world – I’d prefer this on iPad though.
Duskers – a tense space explory game.
Pillars of Eternity – a role playing game, not sure I’d get on with it.
And some golden oldies like Starfleet Command, XWing, Tie Fighter.

However … as tempting as they may be, the price isn’t right yet and I haven’t bought anything. Besides, I have other games to dive into like Rebel Galaxy and a couple of others that haven’t been given the time they deserve.

I have something else to draw my attention this weekend …

I’ve made a start already. Couldn’t resist. The rear suspension assembly is together and is reminding me how good Lego Technic can be.

I’ll put the rest together while the Le Mans 24 hour race is on. It’ll be a congested weekend actually … Le Mans on the telly, also Formula 1 which I’ll watch around the Le Mans. Perhaps a little cricket too. Maybe even the football ! Although football watching doesn’t appeal to me too much. There’s a Guy Martin memepic about that which I buy into.

Motor racing can be pretty mixed too. The crashes are exciting, although you hope they don’t happen too much because the drivers do get hurt … And it interferes with that whole thing of Who Is Fastest Should Win. With Le Mans, it’s also which cars survive relatively unscathed too and we’ve seen miracles happen like the Audi car that got repaired from a heavy frontal impact … before the crash barriers were fixed.

I have the qualifying on at the moment which I have to admit, is pretty much background noise to me.

I will enjoy seeing that story of the race unfold though. That’s the thing with these races, I read back on a few older races and can remember how I felt when I saw them happen.

Horror when McNish and his fellow Audi drivers had horror crashes which meant changes happened to the shape of the cars to make sure they wouldn’t fly again.
Outrage at Ant Davidson’s crash, caused by an idiot amateur driver.
Sadness at the Aston driver who died because he happened to hit the only piece of crash barrier that couldn’t serve its function as a crash barrier due to being too close to a tree.

Am looking forward to Le Mans. Who knows … maybe a post or two this weekend ?

Struggling … but surviving and steadily getting stronger. I think ;-).