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Definitely thought Capt America was very good – and I don't like Superhero movies which must mean something!

Scottie says “The engines cannae take it Cap’n” !

Well, not yet anyway.

Watched Captain America 2 last night and … I’d highly recommend it. It’s a longer than average film but it keeps the pace going pretty well. And, rarely for a Hollywood movie, it kinda keeps you guessing too. Ok, some plot twists are a bit telegraphed but … the next time I watch it I’ll be looking out for the little bits I missed the first time around. It’s a definite buy on blu-ray. Better than Thor the Dark World for sure.

There’s lots of big toys here too. And some little toys too. I shouldn’t really call Black Widow a toy though, lest she hear and make a toy out of me. She scary.

Actually that’s one thing to look out for on the bluray – better playback of the action scenes. We have 2 Vue cinema near us, one’s easier to get to than the other. Without giving too much location away :

Vue CC – clapped out screens that can’t keep up with the action but easy for me to get to.
Vue LG – Shiny screens but traffic makes it horrific to get there midweek.

Yep. Really enjoyed Captain America 2. It was one of those films that gave me that physical charge that usually manifests in me doing things Really Fast. Like running across the car park to see if I could. Yep. Doing things Really Fast tends to be connected with Doing Things Really Stoopidly.

Yeah – I’m improving to the point where I’m normalising. Perhaps that’s partly due to being in a better state of mind ? Maybe 😉 It’ll be good to have possibilities open that have been closed for … years. It’s definitely manifesting in me wanting to run about like a loon, despite :

Being bigger than I should be;
Getting a bit more broken;
And apparently a bad memory cos I forgot the rest

Anyway – that Pain I wrote about in the last post was from one of those times when you wake up to find your leg in mid cramp. And then you don’t jump fast enough to break the cramp and your calf muscle ends up tearing itself in two. That’s my blessing … and my curse. My legs have always been a bit big :

I could push start a car ! On my own !
But all that power tore up my knees
I can run so fast the wind whistles in my ears !
But if I hit a downslope, I won’t stop for miles – no brakes !
If just one bit of that leg is unhappy – big ouch

But I’ve got away with it this time. Pain started Friday and saw me limping my way around EGXRezzed but I’d mostly walked it off by yesterday morning. Enough at least, for me to test it out yesterday.

I have several speeds :
Quick walk – I can walk forever on the flat like this
Slow jog – my legs are built for speed, not for persistence
Very Fast – more of a running style than anything really useful
WARP SPEED – when I want to go fast, I go FAST.

If I’m at a fit weight (I’m maybe 1st above right now), then I can hit that top speed fairly quickly. Be a good thing if I had brakes. What can I say ? I just like to Run Very Fast. Cricket lets me do that, plus I can usually get my breath back by the time the next bit of Running Very Fast is needed. And … with the exception of a few years, I’m still one of the fastest players in both teams I play for.

So – cricket this summer ? I’m in better condition now than I was last year. There’s still some healing to do, plus I need to get my Inner Me back to something healthy. By Inner Me, I mean the mineral balances that will keep my muscles happy and the other minerals that will keep me healing properly. I’m pretty sure I’ll be physically ready to play cricket this summer. But …

Will there be a team for me to play for ? That’s a bigger doubt than my own fitness … One team got fired and the other team may have disbanded. So my cricket retirement may be outside of my control. Which means :

I’ll need another method to throw myself around like a Mad Thing. Because that’s an essential part of being me. Perhaps gym and treadmills ? Maybe. That’s something I’ve never really needed to do as I’ve obnoxiously abused Natural Fitness. Gym attendance would be easier to maintain if there were someone to keep me interested in it. That’s another of my contrasts :

I’m an Introvert Show off.

I like to show off and I try and impress certain people but I’ll also fade into the background. But it has to be a special person for me to go into showing off mode. Like only 1% of people.

I also digress a lot. I was able to get to Run Very Fast yesterday but before the switch to Warp Speed :
I was running out of car park …
The leg was telling me Don’t Be Silly (it’s ok, maybe 2 more days healing needed)

Maybe this improved mental attitude (definite up from this time last week) is from coming into contact with a certain person ? I’d like to think so. Sometimes the best things come in small packages.

I’m not going to say much more there, except – I hope she’s reading. It was an all too fleeting meeting the first time and I’m even more curious now than before.

Busy weekend this one. A few words to sum it up ?

Memorable
Meeting
Pain
Happy
Missing
Sexy

Memorable ? Friday saw me heading up to Birmingham NEC for the EGXRezzed gaming exhibition. To be honest, I wasn’t that bothered about the games on show, I was there for something different. (More in a minute !) However … there were a few game highlights with lots of potential :

Wasteland 2 – is an update on an old classic (which I missed first time round). It’s set in a post apocalyptic world and the mechanics looked like they had potential. I was watching people play through encounters in intuitive fashion. That’s what games have to be – intuitive.

Hearthstone was there – this is a game that I’m actively avoiding ! It has great potential for stealing Life !

Kenshi was another post apocalyptic setting game. There’s been a few of these come out lately. Day Z, Rust, 7 Days To Die. Those look a bit rubbish though, I’ve watched semi playthroughs of them and I really wasn’t impressed. Kenshi and Wasteland 2 look rather better sorted.

And more too. Including the Pokemon girls. More later for that too 😉

Meeting ?

Wow. Yogscast are even better in real life than they are on screen. Who are the Yogscast ? They’re a steadily increasing band of gamers who make videos for Youtube. Their primary game is Minecraft, which is a fantasy sandbox survival and building game. What makes the magic is what the players do in the world. It’s what they build, it’s the commentary on the game. It’s the way they have huge fun in their world … and bring their audience along with them.

Watching their videos is a great way to chill out. And I got to meet some of them on Friday !

Yogscast Kim – I wrote a comment on one of her videos (The “So This Is Yogscast” one) that she was the best thing to happen to the Yogscast this year just gone. Huge character, that ability to connect with the audience and absolutely adorable in every way imaginable. Yep. Even in the midst of the Mad Hax Geoguessr ragequit episodes. Kim goes in for horror themed games with Hannah as her usual suspecting victim.

YogscastLalna (aka Duncan) – is the Mad Scientist of the group. You can be watching him build stuff and all of a sudden something will pop up with a stupendous factor of Ludicrous. Or something gets set off of unbelievable craziness. However, my favourite of his videos is the Grim Fandango series. That’s an old adventure game, one of the best of its type.

Zylus – I have to admit that I don’t watch much of Zylus’s stuff. He’s one of the people who works more in the background, making the other people look awesome. I identify with that, I’m one of them too. We’re the little people who make the big things happen. They couldn’t do it without you MrZylus !

Yogscast Hannah – there are a lot of faces in the Yogscast but probably the one that sets the tone most is Hannah. Her highlights include Lets Plays which has commentaries that can get especially crazy. And highly amusing. Never a dull moment. Hannah also does an annual advent calendar series, which I see as a way of giving thanks by giving something back to the fans. She made me buy Tomb Raider ! Which I still need to finish. Also need to avoid getting Assassins Creed games, Hannah makes those look like massive fun. I’m running through the old Mass Effect 3 series at the moment, which is a game we were both addicted to, up until the third game which kinda broke it for us …

Yogscast Sjin – if I was inclined that way, I’d say Sjin was utterly adorable too (I was picking up comments from some of the lady fans around). Here we have a Genius Builder with a soft voice that explains simply and clearly what he’s up to. Unless he’s doing what he was doing in the Minecraft session on Friday – the mild mannered builder turned smiling assassin … I saw what he was doing ! Creeping up an unsuspecting person with TNT, while the audience were chuckling along behind him trying not to give the game away.

I’ll keep watching them for ages. May they continue in the Youtube game for a long time. I actually have more fun chilling out with them as I watch the videos than I do playing the games.

Pain ?

Heavy cramp on Thursday night led to hopefully just a strained calf muscle, which I thought may have been torn. But I could barely walk on it and was on my feet all day Friday. Much pain. But so definitely worth it to meet the best Yogscast day at EGXRezzed.

Happy ?

Happy Mother’s Day to all the people it’s appropriate to today ! Yep. I know there’s a different date for it in different countries. Why do we do that ?

Missing ?

I missed a couple of opportunities on Friday. The first was missing the Steamgirl – we didn’t get chance to tell each other what to look for. I actually thought I spotted Steamgirl but it was someone else. Oops. Hope the person I spotted wasn’t as freaked out as she was looking …

The second was the Pokemon Girls. I had my “Don’t Ask Me, I Make It Up As I Go Along” t-shirt on. Which just happens to be one of my favourites for a Friday subversive t-shirt for work. The t-shirt was spotted … And as I tried to hide behind a pillar, PokemonGirl seeks me out for a peek at the t-shirt. And later on, when I’m walking past that stall again ? I get grabbed (unprotesting of course!) and the t-shirt gets shown off to all her mates on the stall.

So why missing ? I’m still kicking myself there, I could have had a selfie taken with t-shirt (still on me hopefully although I did pick up spares) and PokemonGirl. Which would have been a perfect excuse to pass on an email address to PokemonGirl (with the selfie pic).

Oh well. I never think of these things at the time !!!

Sexy ?

I hope pinging this to Twitter in a minute will lead to someone reading it. But I’ll not mention her again here in case she blushes ;-).

Nah – Sexy is for the car, cos everyone in the family wants one now. I think I’ve persuaded the sister to keep hold of her Saab convertible for a few more years. No news is coming out from Japan but they’d be insane not to bring out a convertible version of my car. They can’t get mine because they need something hatchbacky or SUV to fit the Murphster in and the saloon style of mine disqualifies it. But … in a year or two when the IS-C300h comes out ? (that’s a guess) The Saab should be reaching its end of life …

Yep. Pretty full weekend and there’s a bit more tomorrow. CrazieMob is going to see the next Captain America movie. We’re expecting something special.

We all have them. Some are worse than others.

Mine aren’t too bad. Except if you run into me before I’ve diluted the blood in my caffeine stream :

Yeah, I’m addicted to coffee. And chocolate. And biscuits.

But as addictions go, it’s not a bad one. I don’t have compulsions to have it, I just need at least one mug of proper coffee a day or I get headaches. I tried to convert to fake (decaff) a few years ago but I’d be barely human by lunchtime.

To be honest, I don’t think I really need the coffee to wake me up. The bus trip and the walking tend to do that quite effectively. And whether or not I act human to others depends on :

Whether they nick my desk (had to evict someone today – he was rude so I was rude but we were grinning at each other before long)
How many smiles I get

That’s another thing I’m addicted to. I get withdrawal symptoms if I don’t have people smiling at me. I think that’s one of my gifts, to get that smile in response to my grin.

It’s weird though. There’s a few people who for whatever reason of their own, refuse to have much to do with me. There seemed to be a lot of daft stuff going on in my old team, Chinese Whispers about everyone. That’s really unhealthy. I know things have been said about me around that team but I don’t know what, who instigated it and who it got said to. I just know that it has irrevocably harmed some of the relationships I had with my old team.

And I really don’t know what I did to deserve that. Perhaps it was an attempt to be everyone’s friend and colleague, despite a few wrecking ball people within the team. There’s a definite sense of people believing what other people tell them about others, instead of going by what they know for themselves.

Whatever it is, I see it as being their problem and not mine. I’ll still give them the massive grin and a wave when I see that old colleague, despite the Face Of Stone I sometimes get in response.

But I definitely value the Big Grins, Little Smiles and Dainty Waves I get from the better people. And I must say, the Dainty Wave I got from one of my most valued friends last night on the way out of work really cheered me up when I was heading chest first into Grottiness. That took my mind off that for enough time to get home. A chat with a neighbour helped too ;-).

Oh – over the last few days with old colleagues it’s been :
One Face Of Stone
A bit of being ignored by a colleague from way back (I asked a question she should have been able to help us out with, no response even though I’ve jumped to help her out lots in the past)
One You’ve been an awesome help (she was too, she’s just this week moved on to something I think she’ll find far more fun than an office job)
A Dainty Wave as I passed the smoking shelter
The usual bemused smile from a business manager from waaaaay back – she’s one of those who I rarely see but when we happen to be in the same place, there’s that old connection again.
And the quirky smile from the Naughty Angel as we passed on the way out today.

Yeah, still having good days and bad days. Some are better than others and in general, they’re much better than a month or so ago. The bad days are better than the good days were back then. And because I don’t believe in myself that much, feedback, smiles and metaphorical pats on the back from people help me out a lot.

Addictions ?

I used to be thoroughly addicted to games. I guess I am after a fashion but it’s nowhere near the level it used to be. I think that gaming addiction is what really drove Ravenwolf away. Now I get most of my gaming kicks from watching the people on Youtube play. They and their reactions can be hilarious fun in a way that playing on your own sometimes can’t. It was like that in the WoW guilds too, I miss that. The communities I was in kinda broke up. VR is still going but it does bring back memories of when the Mercs went sour.

I still do the gaming – but it’s more something to keep my mind working on something when I’m not watching recorded stuff or have run out of YT videos. But I don’t feel the compulsion to do the grinding that many games demand these days. Doing the same thing over and over again for promise of little rewards doesn’t have that much hold on me now.

No – my real addiction these days is a craving for interaction with others.

Computer stuff, telly stuff, even books can be very predictable. But how other people react when you send them something silly ? Priceless. Or it would be if you get a reaction out of them. Sometimes the daft comment goes unseen or unnoticed and you lose the opportunity to escalate Daft into Hilarious. (Or should that be descend into madness instead of escalate ?). Half the daft comments I send have something much naughtier behind them waiting for a response from that first initiating comment.

Anyway – that’s my addictions. They’re pretty minor :

Caffeine – or I get headaches
Doing Stuff – or I get really fidgety
Interacting with people – or I get really bored and find a victim for a Daft Comment
Listening to music – this kinda fits into that variation theme, as I rarely listen to the same track twice in a month
Running Very Fast – not so much now.
Doing stuff for other people – it brings out the smile

The pizza addiction got booted because I definitely react to the cheese. The excess of acid it makes me produce is unpleasant … but doesn’t overweigh the awesomeness which is pizza. Perhaps I should make pizza a Stay Up All Night thing ? That way the acid won’t matter and it’ll tire me out enough that I’ll sleep proper the next night.

That sounds eerily like a Cunning Mad Scientist Plan.

And I’m still wondering about the Cunning Plans for Friday. I’m really looking forward to EGXRezzed. It should be a huge laugh. Hopefully I’ll hear the legendary (to me at least) Kim laugh coming out too and a bit of that Hannah magic.

We were planning today …

It’s the first time my little team has been all together in the office since … last year ? There’s not actually that many of us, we’ve just had gaps in the team and we all support various other offices and therefore travel a lot.

So we’ll have a little get together some time soon. Been making another Cunning Plan actually …

 

With the viewer of the YT video going “which will scream first ?”

 

 Hahaha – I declare allergies !

And last thought for today :

Muttleys are an incredible barometer of what people are like. They adore their People but avoid those they don’t like. I’ll be looking forward to getting slobbered on by Ben the Staffy at the weekend and I suspect Murph the Lab will be along as well to cause a bit of mayhem.

Cats can do something similar, although cats are more a solitary animal than dogs. I did take quite a lot of pride from having my landlady’s cat choose my lap to sleep on at one of the places I lodged at.

You have to treat the small & furrys with respect. They’ll return it to an infinite degree. I’ve seen a few things lately about animals not being treated with that respect. It’s not so much the story that upsets me in those cases, it’s the look of distress on the face of the animal.

This world is too nasty already to cause distress to anything, especially the defenceless. It’s far better to have kindness in how we approach the world.

(And I tell myself that every time I tackle traffic !)

Had an old blog-friend visit today and drop in a comment. Hello Carmi ! Carmi is a technology journalist who combines humour with a huge amount of intelligence in his writing. I’ve neglected his blog for way too long. And here’s a link.

Saying that though, while I’ve been keeping posting random things here I’ve not been visiting other people very much lately. I think the blogging fraternity has moved on to things like Twitter and Facebook. They’re one way of getting random thoughts out there but they’re both a little too constricted in what they allow you to post. (in terms of characters per post) That said, I much prefer Facebook over Twitter, whereas Twitter is a cesspit of idiots, Facebook can be fairly tightly controlled. I only have 61 FB friends (it could be more but a few people declined friend requests) and only they can see what I post.

Wait … thematic photographic is supposed to have pictures ! Here we go :

Yep – it’s the car again … But … it’s the most technological thing I own so bear with me !

So – what’s it got that would make a caveman go URRHHH ? before getting the club out ?

Drive by wire. Every control input talks to a computer. I think even the steering talks to a computer before turning the wheels.
Hybrid powertrain. This is where the technology goes nuts. Throttle and brake go to a computer that divvies up the effort wanted between 2 motor generators and an engine. It’s not as advanced as what we’ve just seen hit the race track in Formula 1 but it has parts of that. And … the real magic is that, to the uninitiated driver, they can’t tell any difference. Hit the throttle, it’ll go quick. Hit the brake*, it’ll slow down.

*Drive by wire brake is actually one of the criticisms I have – in the CT braking was smooth and progressive, in the IS a lot of the braking effort happens at the top of the pedal. It can make slow speed driving a bit choppy and it can be difficult to smoothly slow to a stop at traffic lights.

A beltless engine … most engines have lots of belts that keep things like oil going round the engine to lubricate it and water to cool it. In this one, the oil pump and the water pump operate on their own and the alternator is … something else. I think there is one belt, that’d be the cambelt.

Running at up to 50 (and a bit) mph … without the engine on. The only time we’d have seen that 10 years ago is if we were playing daft games going down hills. And even then … no engine in a conventional car means minimal brakes (real bad) and no power steering (manageable but still bad).

Not one but two displays and satnav. Jury’s out really between built in and separate satnav. You can easily programme a separate satnav from outside the car. But … it’s less integrated. If I had to pay, I don’t think I’d get an inbuilt satnav. But … the free satnav offer was one reason I jumped to make the change.

Reversing camera – as you can see from the picture, it really helps with parking. (Lol – take a peek at how well/badly I’ve aligned the car to the parking bay lines!)

Smart entry – there’s a radio in the key that tells the car when I’m near. To open it, I grab the door handle, to lock it I put my finger in a little indentation on the handle.

Radio – I think the only transistors in my first car were in the radio and there weren’t many in that. I think it had the luxury of a tape deck … This one has all sorts of options for playing Stuff – cd, usb, bluetooth, FM, MW, DAB, aux … and I may have missed a few there. No need now for an FM retransmitter to link iPod to car stereo.

I think there’s more too but I think my brain is reaching shutdown. There’s potential for a run ashore in Bristol tomorrow night but I think I may have to pass after today and yesterday. (Plus I’m still not particularly right – head’s better but I’m making way too much acid for comfort).

One more pic before I go :

That is so true for what tends to appear here !

I wonder what's next. Perhaps it will be the telly and I'll have an excuse to get a 3d set 🙂

Headache disappeared after a while – the coffee therapy works. Which has scary implications on my level of caffeine dependency.

Great to e-see you again Carmi ! I have to admit that while I've been keeping posting thoughts here, I've not been looking at other people's blogs too much lately. I've been missing out 😉

Things seem to fail in clusters. A few years back, our furnace, washer/dryer and vacuum all died within a month of each other. It was a very expensive time indeed, and I'm now wondering when the next cluster will hit us. It's only a matter of time.

Hope your head feels better soon. Nothing worse than long drives and a pounding head. Great to e-see you again!

I’m out and about today and tomorrow.

I’ve been lucky recently, work has given me excuses to play with the car more lately than I usually get to escape the office. Perhaps I’m being let out on good behaviour ?

Must do something about that. More CRAZY NEEDED !

Anyway – in the middle of the travel today, I had a few perfect excuses to :

You can find some great stuff in motorway service stations (which I was stopping in anyway – a headache for most of the day meant coffee therapy).

I do like collecting the dwagons. I swap between them as avatars. Here’s my two favourites :

Look at that PizzaDwagon ! He’s on a mission.

There’s a few more escapees today that came back with me from Wales :

Quality’s a bit lacking in those, you can probably tell the first one was taken in a (stationary!) car … But they’ll do me for avatars for a little while.

More travelling tomorrow. What will I find ? We shall see !

Oh – If any readers are heading to the EGXRezzed show at the NEC at the end of the month, I’ll be heading up there on the Friday 🙂 It’s the best day. My favourite Yogscasters will be there (Kim is adorable, Hannah is hilarious, Sjin does great builds and Duncan is … very similar to me). And … so will the SteamGirl. I can see myself being dragged round that show at a very rapid rate of knots.

And I’ll enjoy every second.

PS It’s in Birmingham – I may also be able to drop a birthday card in with someone !
PS2 The boiler has apparently joined the cooker in RIP – it’s off at the moment and the computer is providing the heating. If I turn it on, it makes so much racket you could probably hear it from where you’re reading this. Think something spinning and whacking metal. It’s ok for hot water, so I can still shower and wash dishes but … needs fixing.

I wouldn’t normally do a “something is broken” domestics post but … I have a reason ;-).

I’ve lived in my current house for a little over 12 years now and one of the things that was inherited was the cooker. It’s seen nearly daily use. Well, the fan lower oven has at least. It’s done pretty well too, more than 12 years for a domestic appliance is what we should be getting out of them, it’s a sign of modern times that new stuff doesn’t last so long.

Anyway – first sign of impending doom was when the main house breaker tripped. Never seen that happen here before. Usually it’s the fuse for an individual circuit, if a bulb blows then just the fuse breaker for the lights trips.

I thought it might be the central heating boiler (that’s another story!) but I’m now hoping it was the cooker. After maybe 40 minutes, the lower oven wasn’t making any heat. I think I need to go shopping …

Ok. That’s far enough.

What was the reason I mentioned ? I spotted the pic below yesterday morning and I was dying for an excuse to repost it :

I promise to not abuse the local take aways (too much) until the cooker’s replaced. Besides, the top oven still works, even if it isn’t as aggressive as the lower oven was.

(If I disappear from work with food poisoning, then oops … I trusted that lower oven too much !)

I also wanted to post this one :

After the floods, conditions have improved. So hopefully the cricket season won’t start in conditions like that.

It may not actually be until Easter when I can replace the cooker. Got some busy weekends coming up, plus I’m still nursing my state of health. I’m in better shape than this time last week … but still struggling a bit. I put all my energy into work time with not much left over for evenings.

Still – I am improving 🙂 I’m in much better condition on the outside now than I was this time last year so hopefully I’ll be able to play in a few games.

Last bit. And it’s topical too with that broken cooker :

Haha