Sleepypete's Pillow

I have a slightly odd feeling at the moment …

There has been a steam games sale going and I actually have more money now than when it started …

Although that’s not saying much because my built up funds from selling the daily trading cards that you can get through Steam sales is currently £1.14. I’m rich !

Maybe not. I do have a few other vouchers though. The credit card I use accumulates points over time which work out to about £50 a year. Not too shabby. Last year, that £50 went on a mechanical keyboard which I have enjoyed using over the past year. This year there are three two main choices :

1 – it goes towards a Lego BB-8 which I’ll enjoy putting together for a couple of evenings and then have to find a place to put it. That finding a place thing is getting more complicated these days. I need to throw out some stuff.
2 – it goes towards lots of e-books and music. This is the favourite actually because there are 6 more books in the Expanse series that I think I’d enjoy a lot, plus I have my eye on other authors. And there are albums by Lisa Hannigan and Agnes Obel that I want. (Although Amazon appear to have double the price of the Lisa Hannigan album – meh, it’ll wait). I also want the latest Ed Sheeran, Evanescence and Tori Amos albums but I’m waiting for the price to reduce on those.
(Choice 3 is new pants. And a cardigan. But I am ashamed of this choice, forget you read it).

I can’t use the credit card vouchers on games sadly. But what games … most of the games I really have my eye on aren’t released yet, or they fall foul of my weak wright rist being sore. I’ve been steering clear of the shooty games due to that. What games are most likely ?

Surviving Mars – I want this. It looks like it’ll be a lot of fun for the colony builder part of my brain. I’ve watched a couple of livestream videos from the community manager and one of the senior devs and it looks like they’re coming out with a cracker. Not yet available though.

Frostpunk – a post apocalyptic colony builder set in a frozen Earth. Looks very promising, not actually out yet.

Aven Colony – another space colony builder but … I’m not actually too convinced by it.

Holy Potatoes game – I watched KatherineOfSky play the We’re In Space game from this series and she had a huge amount of fun with it. Here’s the link to the playlist and I would thoroughly recommend watching more of her videos.

Bomber Crew – a jovial WW2 esque bomber game. Not discounted enough yet but it is a very recent release.

Doki Doki Literature club – actually a free game that is attracting legendary status. I need to check it out …

Heat Signature – this is quite likely but I’m a little concerned that it might aggravate that poorly wrist.

Yep. Lots of potential stuff out there.

All of the games.

I also have 3 vouchers for the town centre cinema too, one of which may actually go on a second watching of The Last Jedi on Friday. Maybe. Good film, enjoyed it and I have a feeling there are things I missed the first time around.

Resolutions ? It’s the time for new year resolutions ….

I don’t usually go in for these but I have one this year, actually maybe a couple. I’m going to try and ignore more stuff. My mental state is affected heavily by those around me and what I choose to take notice of. So I’m going to attempt to :

Ignore the bad. Harder than it sounds because helping people is an important part of me. This may sound selfish but I’m going to concentrate on the people I find really important and attempt to ignore the rest. Because that negativity has an effect on me too.

But that doesn’t mean stopping having fun with people, in a make ’em laugh and be cheered up by their smiles kind of way. It does mean avoiding most of the unimportant drama that erupts over the internet. Just scroll on and avoid that.

Another resolution is to read more. I enjoyed Revenger and I’m trapped into the first Expanse novel too and more Alastair Reynolds and James S. A. Corey (The Expanse) books are what the voucher is likely to go on.

And the last one is to actually get out there and do stuff. My outsides are steadily getting back to normal, so I can’t be trapped by them any more. It’ll be good to break those shackles.

A good year I think.

And lots of treats yep to round it off with. Just around me there is loot from various places :

Green and Blacks mini-chocolates which I’m working my way through;
Half a bag of tasty strawberry bonbons – love these;
Half a bag of rock hard strawberry bonbons – not so much of a fan of these;
Remnants of dark chocolate digestives – won’t last long;
3 blocks of pre-Brexit Toblerone – possibly my favourite chocolate;

And a few more treats too. They last a while because I’ve been doing better at rationing them out. (Should probably check my weight sometime – oops !)

A good year for me, although that’s balanced by things going on with family at the moment which aren’t for here. I am worried about them though.

The condition of my outsides has improved a lot and that’s dominated my thoughts over the last few years. There’s been significant improvement over the last few months, although it isn’t actually fixed yet it does seem like it’s moved into a healing mode. I have to help it out there though by …. not helping it out. It seems to have moved into a mode where it’s getting better on its own, with interference making it worse.

Encouraging signs but still some way to go before I’m all better. I won’t be playing cricket again any time soon though.

That’s related to something I’ve come to realise over the past few weeks/months. I gave up the cricket due to a combination of two factors :

1 – My knees and outsides were too torn up to play and this got worse over the year or so after as well as my legs swelled up to scary levels.
2 – I thought my reactions had badly dulled with age … but this looks like it was the after effects of a concussion that may have taken a few years to subside.

My first concussion was bad enough, it severely damaged my memory and I still feel the effects of that with slight difficulty in forming memories since then. I still have near perfect recall of events before then, although it does sometimes take a little effort to dredge up those memories. The second concussion affected my reactions though, adding a lag into what my brain was trying to do. That manifested in delayed reactions and I think it was affecting my judgment of speed while driving too.

It wasn’t as far as me being unsafe (except on the cricket field) but it definitely shakes your personal confidence to know that something’s very not right. Oh and even if my outsides do heal up in time for the season, my insides are now too battered to let me enjoy playing.

Haha, this was supposed to be a bit of a review of the year post, instead of a look back on stuff that’s held me back. I think I have an appropriate picture :

Maybe not that one.

That’s not it either although I think I have some nuts around.

There we go.

One reason this has been a much better year for me is the people around me. Confidence is up on last year and I need other people to give me that confidence. I am a critic of myself and it takes other people to remind me that I do have certain talents. Like the writing here, the writing of book that needs to happen sometime, the artist creative stuff where people seem to like the pictures I publish and modifications of pictures that I unleash on an unsuspecting world.

Yeah.

I’ve had a fun year on my own and while sharing that fun with other people. I’ve been shying away from the toxic ones and embracing those who are just amazing people. I’m being led by my own feelings instead of being dominated by others.

I’m happy with how things are going.

I will miss a few people though and there are too many of those to mention. (No it’s actually because if I mention some, I will feel really guilty when I realise I’ve forgotten some very important people).

The important thing is though – have a great new year. May it be a fantastic prelude into an excellent 2018.

And I promise to post a little more too. After having some fallow weeks, I’ve enjoyed the daily nonsense that came out of the Advent posts. They were definitely complete randomness where I never knew what would emerge even 1 minute before I started typing but I enjoyed writing them hugely.

I need a similar meme for 2018 ….

HAPPY NEW YEAR !

I suspect a new discovery over the past few days is responsible for vastly disrupting my sleep pattern …

Actually. Not suspect. Know. What is it ?

It’s called Idle Champions of the Forgotten Realms.

It’s still playing through as I tap out this post. They’re up to 693 trillion gold now with the next upgrade coming at 952 trillion gold. It isn’t much of a game to be honest, which is a mystery as to why it’s so addictive ! All you do is watch them bash the monsters, with Minsc the Ranger doing sterling service bashing at many monsters at a time and you tell them which upgrades to go for when and which heroes to have in the group to make sure you have all of the skills working together.

I don’t know how long I’ll stay with it but it has me hooked so far and I haven’t resorted to the microtransactions yet. I had a dabble in Star Trek Timelines but that looks heavily dependent on microtransactions.

Games with microtransactions that I’m ok with :
The ones where it is not vital to progress that you give them money. You can shortcut the time needed in Idle Champions but the alternative is just to wait and let it play in the background while you do other things. Elite has microtransactions for paint packs and other addons … these have zero bearing on progress, although they did open up one particular system to people who backed the game pre-release.

Games where I’m not ok with microtransactions :
Where the money unbalances progress in the game or gives people an unfair advantage. I felt ST Timelines was requiring the money just to play the basic game, to get around the issue of needing Chronitons to do anything with the game and those Chronitons needing time to build up. That’s very wrong, although it does fit for occasional play Facebook or mobile type games where you have a little binge of play and then running out of credit means it’s time to go away for a while.

I’ve never really got on with that type of game, I like my time management to be down to me instead of arbitrarily enforced by a game. Perhaps with my potential for addiction, the time management is a good thing. But I don’t like it.

Besides, being stuck in a game for many hours on end is a bad thing, even if it’s a background thing to things like watching the cricket, reading a book, watching videos or other activities.

Other games have the problem of you potentially being able to buy power within the game and get an unfair advantage that way. One reason I avoid Player vs Player type activities is because they are infested with sociopaths who can invest immense amounts of time (or money) into making their avatar as powerful as possible … and these people will prey on those who just want a little fun in the games on their own terms.

I need to hit the sales as well at some point before going back to work on Thursday. Possibly Tuesday as I suspect the shops will be shut for New Years. I better check that before I repeat something from quite a few years ago !

I did wonder why I was the only person at the Mall that day ….

I really enjoyed reading this one.

It’s called Revenger, the latest novel by Alastair Reynolds and the verdict ? After not getting on too well with his Chasm City, I’ll be looking up more of his novels now.

It’s a tale of a perhaps Firefly inspired solar system with space ships being a cross between what we’d expect and sailing ships of days long gone. With treasure hunting and piracy mixed in there as well.

Good book. I’d thoroughly recommend it. The central character is Fura Ness and as a young lady new to the ways of space and baubles and treasure hunting and piracy, she’s a perfect narration character to draw you into a wonderful universe set up throughout the book.

You have technology … but it’s technology that’s been handed down. Ancient works of art, death and tools for getting the people ahead in their travel through the world. Most of the technology is found on baubles, shielded worlds with ancient troves of goodies that are only open for short bursts of time, after which they close behind impenetrable barriers again.

It’s 425 pages long and I’d quite happily still be reading it.

I think it’ll be the first Expanse novel though. I should go book hunting at some point. I’ve intentionally avoided heading out over the past couple of days mostly to avoid the snow that came down. If you have no need to head out in wintry conditions, you shouldn’t. The most important rule I’ve gone by is : Don’t become the casualty. And heading out unnecessarily in conditions of snow and ice gives you a high chance of getting damage either to yourself or to what you’re travelling in.

Oh and if you’re on other people’s transport (bus, train, air) there’s the high chance of them deciding that they aren’t going to be travelling … in which case you’re really stuck.

Nah. I may venture out tomorrow (I’m almost out of milk and have the pizza urge again …) but I’ve been quite enjoying watching the cricket during the night and day too. Maybe pizza in the evening followed by Day 5 of the cricket up until lunch if I’m feeling ok and all day if I have the acid. The pattern at the moment is to start watching at 11.30, watch the pre-lunch session up until 1.30 and then head to bed and watch the rest in the morning.

It’s been a good pattern.

But I’ve also been suffering from the insomnia again which makes me think of doing a reset in the form of an all nighter, which works out well in conjunction with pizza …

We shall see !

No Lego today sadly, although I am well overdue posting the results of a rather glorious build from a while ago.

That BB-8 is definitely tempting though. Very tempting.

I’m back home now and in probably the best time to travel back too. Here is the scene from about 2.30am last night :

(2.30am ? I have trouble sometimes cooling down after a long drive. My nerves and brain go on high alert watching out for all of the numpties who are about to do stupid things on the roads. The trick is to not be in the place where you end up being caught up in what they’re doing).

That’s maybe an inch of snow in a Bristol that rarely sees much snow, if any. The conditions travelling back were poor. Very heavy rain, continuously for the whole trip after getting to Leicester. It was a balmy 5 degrees C for the early part though, so it was coming down as rain instead of anything more slushy. It did touch 2 degrees C around Birmingham though.

I sense that if I’d attempted to travel today, then I’d have been turning around.

It’s good to be home again, although it’s also good to see the family again. We didn’t get up to nearly as much as we usually would, due to ill health. And that’s me too ! My outsides are much improved but there’s still a fair way to go with them. It does help having lots of good munchies inside me though. I have pictures … Which would probably upset all of the vegetarians who come here.

There’s more going on there than I’d ever write here though.

Sad to hear about the Kate who was the subject of the Tips and Charity link up in the top right for a while. We lost Kate to breast cancer on Christmas Eve. I hope the kids will be ok. Kate was a lovely person.

I’ve been reading again …

I’ve been meaning for ages to set up a second light in my main room, overlooking where I’m on the computer and where I’d be in my chair reading. After attempting to read in what my phone declared as 0 lux earlier (no detectable light) and just now as 2.0 lux, I figured it was time. That can’t have been doing my eyes any good.

I do have a proper ceiling light in my room but it’s never been the same since I switched it to a dimmer energy saving thing. With the extra light, I’m in a dazzling (hah yeah right) 80 lux if my head isn’t in the way of the light.

Much better for reading Revenger by Alastair Reynolds, which I’m enjoying tremendously. I sense it’s all going to come to a rapid conclusion but stories can be best if they’re not drawn out. Some of the 500-600 page (or more!) novels feel stretched, this one is moving on at pace and I think I’ll be acquiring more books from Mr Reynolds.

I still aim to hit 100 posts for the year … I’ve been a bit lazy over most of this year. 3 more to go ! So that’s …. Lego Star Destroyer, Lego BB-8 if that happens, music post ? I wonder what else.

Oh and that 2.30am was partly due to cricket watching too, which I totally intend to do again tonight :-D.

Yep.

Have a great day ! I’ll be at the mum and dad’s place still* but it’s a good place to be.

*(The usual seasonal bugs, mum’s maybe 10 days behind me in the progress of her cold and I’m still suffering a bit)

Yep. Hope you have a great day, stay warm :

Yep. They nearly escaped with me yesterday. And …

Beware …

Easter is coming.

Final day of the advent calendar ! What’s in the box …

Ok, the sleigh was yesterday but I think we found the driver.

It’s a BB-8 ! With bobble hat ! And skis ! They definitely saved the best until last. And now I’m even more … tempted? daftly curious? dangerously drawn to? the big Millennium Falcon.

The saving thing there is that the £650 Millennium Falcon is likely to be in short supply for a very long time. I must watch the build video again sometime soon.

I suspect the Lego kit that will escape at some point will be the big BB-8. I wonder if I have enough bits to make him a bobble hat as well.

I spotted something else that was close to disappearing with me from the local garden centre / farm shop place :

They’re called Warmies and they’re designed to work like hot water bottles, except they’re solid inside and you heat them up in the microwave.

They have one in dragon form that may escape with me at some point. Maybe. We shall see !

I don’t know if I’ll keep up the post-a-day now that Advent is completed but we shall see. Xmas is going to be a quiet one this year. Illness has been catching up with us all so the trip to see the sister isn’t happening now. (My back has decided it doesn’t like me at the moment as well – grr).

A quiet Christmas is still a good Christmas though. It’s a time to be around people who matter, to have a cosy relaxed time. And then you hopefully have a chance to see other friends as well afterwards too.

And maybe smuggle out Warmies for them.

Yep. To the online shop !

At least, I think it’s a sleigh …

It’s poised, ready to plough its way across the galaxy bringing presents and good cheer to all citizens, Rebel and Imperial alike.

Yep. Even smugglers.

I’m at the mum and dad’s place now, we’ve settled in for a Xmas movie after a lovely dinner. What did we have ?

Yep. The ham was as tasty as it looks. Gert lush as they say in Bristol.

It’s good to see the mum and dad again and we should be off to see the sister and her bloke and dogs tomorrow. More pictures then. If the internet cooperates. I’m a bit frustrated at the moment, this laptop is pretty good but there are a couple of flaws with it :

The keyboard is wonderful but is starting to struggle with age. It kinda needs a shake out to remove dust but … where does the dust go ? It’s a sealed case. There’s only a way in for the dust and no easy way out.

The wifi is not good. I can get around this problem at home because (techie bit …) 5 GHz wifi is perfect. 2.4GHz wifi is very poor. At home, I have different SSIDs for 2.4GHz and 5Ghz and the laptop never uses the 2.4GHz because I haven’t told the laptop about it. But I can’t split them out here like that. And the alternate solution of a Wifi USB widget has been nobbled by Apple who have deliberately stopped that 3rd party widget working.

The Macbook Air was a wonderful buy in 2013 but I won’t be buying anything else from Apple due to their attitude on software ownership and how they don’t believe in it. Nope. You’re supposed to rebuy from them regularly when they obsolete your current kit that’s still working perfectly well. Oh and they also have odd whims that are nothing to do with making the software better for users.

(It’ll be a custom laptop probably from PC Specialist likely running a tbd flavour of Linux).

The film ? It’s Battle of the Five Armies from the Hobbit sequence. A lot of spectacular, mindless action sequences sewn together by probably the last 20 odd pages of the book. A decent movie in its own way but …. too much battle, not enough story.

Still thinking about dinner the way this fella thinks about tennis balls :

Oh and tomorrow’s final Advent pic is awesome.

22nd Day of the Advent !

What’s in the box … what’s in the BOX !

Aww …

Cute little AT-ST walker. Needs to munch on some Ewoks to make him grow up big and strong. This makes me think of something I posted the other day …

I’ve quite enjoyed the post a day format so far this month, although it is becoming a bit of a pull now to figure out stuff to say.

Perhaps that’s partly down to being in the games instead of being around the people. People bring ideas, bring randomness that feed the ideas.

How is the game going ? I’m pretty sure this is a win now.

Mine are the Blood Red stain, spreading across the south side of the galaxy. I have a border to a Fallen Empire now, fighting those didn’t go too well last time. The rest of the galaxy is banding together in an alliance in a vain attempt to stand against the Berserker horde. But that’ll wait for a few days.

Back to the walkers !

I blew the dust off the big one especially. I have a mini AT-AT as well. Wouldn’t mind having a decent sized AT-ST or AT-AT walker, although I’m not too keen on the new Last Jedi walker.

Back to watching Salvation for me ! It’s a Netflix series about an asteroid threatening the Earth with extinction … and our response. Intriguing …

Another mini figure ! This time a definite follower of the fashion trend.

Yep.

Black’s in this year. I think he’s either one of the engineer type people who run the consoles or he’s a TIE fighter pilot.

Another easy day for me today. A few episodes of catch up telly in the morning and now I’m tapping this out while a few episodes of Salvation play in the background. In the middle, far too much excitement in the Stellaris game.

It’s still fairly early days in that galaxy. It’s getting into the early midgame where the wars are kicking off and federations are getting formed. The Purifiers are doing well so far (They should be, they demolished the opposition inside 50 years in the tiny galaxy game) but they have been taking a certain amount of losses which get rebuilt between wars.

What I didn’t anticipate was the outcome of a decision made much earlier. As Fanatic Purifiers, the race views all creatures unlike itself as food. They take planets, they get the dinner plates out and eat the occupants. Perhaps like the Kzin in the Larry Niven Known Space universe.

It’s a certain race style that adds its own advantages and some hefty disadvantages. The ships are better but the option to do diplomacy is totally removed. That’s probably a bigger disadvantage than it seems, as it also means that all of the other races tend to gang together to stave off the big threat that is your race.

Ok … what actually happened in that decision made earlier ?

Something they’re steadily adding into the game is a series of random events. There’s no guarantee that any of them appear in a game, in fact it’s very unlikely. This time, it turned out that some of my race got modified and made smarter. Sounded great at the time ! And the change was rolled out to all of the planets in the Empire, except a couple of planets which were being colonised at the time.

But … later on, another change got made to start the inhabitants of the Empire on their way to becoming Psionic. And they didn’t like the inhabitants which had been made smarter …

Oops. Half the Empire suddenly decides to eat the other half of the Empire.

It was a good lunch. And dinner.